so i'm sure you're all sick and tired of hearing me crone on and on with how much i hate my life in contemporary suburbia, but here's more fuel to the fire ( Read more... )

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 42% Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||| 46% Liveliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Dutifulness |||||| 18% Social Assertiveness |||||||||||| 34% Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Paranoia || ( Read more... )

i went to chicago yesterday after applying for a job at james walker, where my mother's boyfriend works... i have the opportunity to make 21 dollars an hour there, with full health, eye, and dental insurance benefits.... shit... if i get this job, i will have a brand new mitsubishi 3000 GT, fully loaded, and a house.... i will be moved out of this ( Read more... )

well, i finally got my internet back up... i don't know if anybody even noticed that it was down... but its up now... so yeah... going to champaigne this weekend... at least friday night.. getting some shrooms... gonna have a good time... still looking for a job... if anybody knows of any openings or opporunities, please let me know... i'm gonna ( Read more... )

people care for me..... all i ask is why? why do people even care about me any more? i don't do anything special, and i don't do anything different or at the least nothing that somebody else doesn't already do better... i'm sick of it all.. sick of the drama, sick of the tears, the complaints, the regret, and the sadness...sick of thinking, sick of ( Read more... )

THE DILLINGER ESCAPE PLAN SHOW KICKED SOME MAJOR FUCKING ASS.... I ALMOST DIED OF OVERHEATING, EXHAUSTION, AND LACK OF PROPER HYDRATION, BUT IT WAS WELL WORTH IT, I GOT TO HOLD UP THE SINGER AND SCREAM IN HIS FACE DURING THE LINES "WITHOUT MY EXISTANCE YOU ARE NOTHING, WITHOUT MY AFFECTION YOU WILT, YOU WILT, WE FUCKED LIKE A NUCLEAR WAR!!!" IT WAS ( Read more... )

so for anybody that doesn't know, i lost my job at fastenal on wednesday, got drunk every night therafter except sunday and probably tonight, thus far.. but friday dave and i left for carbondale, had a good time there and scoped out the scene, found lots of places for rent and there were so many places that looked like they needed help on the day ( Read more... )

so yeah... work was really boring today... but to go back to the weekend.. i chilled with rachel on friday night... we were drinking for a bit at fernandez's... tony immormino was in town... good seeing him... but i had the lady to attend to so... i didn't see him that much, regretfully... but i spent the night at rachels house on saturday... that ( Read more... )

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so friday sucked... i just sat around and played video games till like 4 in the morning... then slept till like 3... then met up with some of those new lenox girls aforementioned in previous journal writings.... we went out to the woods and tried to find stuff to do to kill time till i could pick up some mushrooms... that never happened... we wound ( Read more... )