it's been a long time since i've updated because i have no time. speaking of which, i have to make this short because i need to go to bed to get up for work tomorrow. anywho, so yeah, i started at Hot Rags and it's pretty awesome. by far one of the best places i've ever worked at (and i've worked at A LOT of places). i don't know if any of you will ( Read more... )

i figured i'd update since i haven't in a little while even though no one seems too concerned. today i'm getting the nails of both my big toes ripped out because they're ingrown (attractive, huh?). i've had this done technically more than once so i know what to expect. i hate my feet, i've always had problems with them. however, i'm very hopeful of ( Read more... )

first and foremost i just want to say that i hate my family. i went camping with them this weekend and it was one of the worst experiences i've ever had with them. now when i say my family i'm talking about a good chunk of my mom's side. no one from my dad's side went except for, well, my dad. for about a good 10 years i've hated being around them ( Read more... )

i am so tired. i didn't really have a lot to do today but i slept like shit last night and woke up 5 (yes 5) times to go to the bathroom during the night. i think i'm going to sue arizona iced tea for it. anyways, school kind of sucked today. we just went over basic definitions and learned about the rating system and little shit, but spent most of ( Read more... )

I start school tomorrow and I'm very very nervous, like making myself sick kind of nervous, but in a big way it's that kind of excited nervous like an "omigod I know this is going to change my life, but will it be good or bad?" kind of thing. I just wish that I had more support. I mean it's not like I have people against me on this or anything, it' ( Read more... )

ok, so i changed my AIM screen name once again so technically i have 3 now, but i'll only be using my new one as of...well...soon i guess. I will be BlackMamba1021 so please feel free to IM me. if you want my new email address too just ask. i'm angry that i had to put numbers on the end of it. personally i think it makes a name look kind of jacked ( Read more... )

...you love "A Mighty Wind", "Spinal Tap", "Best in Show", and "Waiting for Guffman". I honestly haven't come across a bunch of actors so talented and so fucking hilarious since the Monty Python gang. I just bought the "A Mighty Wind" soundtrack and i've been listening to it religiously. I'm very into folk music enough as it is so it was kind of a ( Read more... )

THEY'RE FINALLY PUTTING THAT 70'S SHOW ON DVD!!! YAY! I'VE ONLY WANTED THIS FOR THE PAST MILLION YEARS!!! I haven't been this excited since VH1 aired I Love the 80's Strikes Back, which they should also put on dvd along with all the other "I Love the..." shows. Wow...definitely wow. (That was my Rainman impression for those of you who didn't notice ( Read more... )

would it really matter that much if i left and never came back? would people really care? do i care if they do or is it that i can't take being here, being me, just being? i am not special and i'm even less beautiful inside and out. i can't get the thoughts of finding a genie to change everything out of my head. at this point in my life the wishing ( Read more... )