We'd run away in our dismay, but please, come back to me
well needless to say things have been kinda shity lately and I only write this in here cuz I know no one will read it.....or at least the person that some of this is about wont. but anyways.... not to long ago we had to put my Mr. Kitty (mystic) to sleep it was wicked sad and I cried a lot. he was my baby... :-( then shortly after that my papa went into the hospital cuz he had a heart attack...he's ok tho which is wicked good because damn it if I have to go to another fucking furneral this year I'ma gonna kill someone!!!! Anyways then this past friday my cousin and I had a girls night at the apt. and we were dying our hair and I was waiting for my time to be up so I could rinse and I was like hmmmmmm I haven't seen george(my hampster) in a while lets play with him. I found him dead in his cage! lemme tell you I cried sooo bad.... we didn't even have him for 3 months...it would have been 3 months on the 10.
But thats not even really whats wrong with me right now....I miss ryan and gurs and aurora. She must be sooooooo big now.. its gettin close to her being a year. I also miss my E....I haven't really spoken to him since the 5 of august....I saw him not to long ago at Mr. Mike's we talked for a lil bit I told him I'd stop by sometime....still haven't(not like I haven't driven by I just haven't actually stopped yet) He was with another girl when I saw him...Should it have bothered me? Should I tell him it made me upset? Should I give him the 10 page letter that I worte him thats is sitting somewhere in my car.....should i risk it all and let him know how I feel? I just don't know anymore and I have no one I can talk to about it. so I just kinda fight with myself about it....who knows maybe some day I'll figure it out....but yea I guess I'll cut my ramblings short..
~*!Lyrics of the Day!*~
The Ground Folds (Acoustic) lyrics
by~ Senses Fail
Just throw it back, for one more night
On a starlit and moon-struck night.
The ground did fold and eat us both
But all my love, I did devote.
Beneath the rafters the angels sing
Spinning violence and playing with my heart.
The song I wrote, for you to see.
And my heart it now breaks and the blood spilled down your spine.
Lost inside another crash
The bones I had, turned into ash.
The world did cry, the night you died
And I am no good at suicide.
Beneath the rafters the angels sing
Spinning violence and playing with my heart.
The song I wrote, for you to see.
And my heart it now breaks and the blood spilled down your spine.
And I lost what was mine, and I want what was mine. [x2]
My heart now it always breaks, the blood did drip and I did take,
another wish, another kiss, no more will for me to kill.
We'd run away in our dismay, but please, come back to me.
<3LYNN
But thats not even really whats wrong with me right now....I miss ryan and gurs and aurora. She must be sooooooo big now.. its gettin close to her being a year. I also miss my E....I haven't really spoken to him since the 5 of august....I saw him not to long ago at Mr. Mike's we talked for a lil bit I told him I'd stop by sometime....still haven't(not like I haven't driven by I just haven't actually stopped yet) He was with another girl when I saw him...Should it have bothered me? Should I tell him it made me upset? Should I give him the 10 page letter that I worte him thats is sitting somewhere in my car.....should i risk it all and let him know how I feel? I just don't know anymore and I have no one I can talk to about it. so I just kinda fight with myself about it....who knows maybe some day I'll figure it out....but yea I guess I'll cut my ramblings short..
~*!Lyrics of the Day!*~
The Ground Folds (Acoustic) lyrics
by~ Senses Fail
Just throw it back, for one more night
On a starlit and moon-struck night.
The ground did fold and eat us both
But all my love, I did devote.
Beneath the rafters the angels sing
Spinning violence and playing with my heart.
The song I wrote, for you to see.
And my heart it now breaks and the blood spilled down your spine.
Lost inside another crash
The bones I had, turned into ash.
The world did cry, the night you died
And I am no good at suicide.
Beneath the rafters the angels sing
Spinning violence and playing with my heart.
The song I wrote, for you to see.
And my heart it now breaks and the blood spilled down your spine.
And I lost what was mine, and I want what was mine. [x2]
My heart now it always breaks, the blood did drip and I did take,
another wish, another kiss, no more will for me to kill.
We'd run away in our dismay, but please, come back to me.
<3LYNN