havent updated in a while...everythings good though, asking for a raise at work getting WRECKED beyond all reason at THE GRAND downtown for justins Bd its gonna be hot like sex...same old same old ( Read more... )

sooooo friday night was an amazing binge with justin we definitely stayed up all night playing super mario world on super nintendo and downing his entire reload...bad news bears since i didnt sleep till 4AM sunday morning ( Read more... )

so yesterday I went to Lindsay to visit my grandpa in the hospital...for what will probably be the last time but heres hoping more than anything i think i've ever hoped for in my life...that he hangs in there, it wont be christmas without him ( Read more... )

oh man....so funniest night ever = saturday night...me trying shrooms was HILERIOUS. my stomach muscles actually hurt the next day because i was laughing so ridiculously hard...the reason i was laughing so hard = ERIN sooooo funny with the pink fuzzy boxer gloves. hahaha oh man, and justin and phil in those hats WTF WAS GOING ON...man oh man so ( Read more... )

this weekend was....interesting to say the least ( Read more... )

oh man so lifes pretty scripted these days ( Read more... )

oh man all i can think about when im this hammered is emailing/ messaging him because I LOVE HIM.....Andrea knows the shit im talking about...and all i can say right now is that know one says it quite like the backstreet boys ( Read more... )

and some how he's still managing to haunt me, and make me want to throw up....well fuck you motherfucker...love always, alex <3 ( Read more... )

so the summer has been nothing like what i thought it would be...mostly in a good way sometimes in a bad ( Read more... )

and i cant even be sad anymore because im so completely disgusted ( Read more... )