You know that feeling when you think the whole world has stopped and yet you continue to fall deeper into a hole. A hole that you dug for yourself. Lately Iv been getting frustrated with everyone, Iv been really moody. I think its because I need a break from everything, from reality, from myself. I wonder what it would be like if you could choose ( Read more... )

Hi. So what's new in my boring pathetic life? Absolutely nothing. Im still waiting for my poetic soul mate, so they call it. And Im still waking up every day wishing that I could sleep forever. I \m not sure if Im lonely because Im always out with friends, and Im always surrounded by people I love. I just think I miss somebody. And I dont want to ( Read more... )

Hey. I got the job at Marshalls today!! I had an interview. I slept over Jens last night, we pulled an all nighter, I hav yet to go to sleep. We sniffed nail polish n sharpies, thats how despreate we were. lmao. Then we took some lithium!! ahh that shut was amazing, got us sooo doped up. Then around 1, Nathan n Ken came over n we were so stoned.We ( Read more... )

Im in love with somebody I shouldnt be...Help me!?!

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So I havent updated since tuesday. So Wednesday was Alicias bday, it was so much fun. I went to school, and then me n Maryanne saw A Cinderella Story. heh it was really good. Then I called Leesh and screamed her Happy BIrthday, then I went to the movies with Alicia, Bryan, Greg, John, and Nick. We saw Anchorman, haha it was so funny. "I love lamp, ( Read more... )

Hey. Lately things have been crazy and hectic. Yesterday I went to school and Maryanne n Brandon picked me up. We went to Sq.1 and I bought 2 shirts of The Used at Hot Topic. ONe of them says "Bert is my homeboy" and it has a pic of Bert. I <3 it. Then Alicia n I went for a 4 mile run, we're doing it every day from now on. And then we watched ( Read more... )

So I guess Im not grounded. I got to go out last night. Janny n Katie n I wet to Joshs with a bunch of ppl, it was a fun chill night. I got in a fight with Kaylle I guess, I dont really remember it but Janny tells me I did. She said I was so stoned I couldnt even walk. I find that funny. I guess Josh has a crush on me or something, why arent I ( Read more... )

Hi, I cant write alot, Im grounded from everything. Yesterday Jeannette pierced my lip fully with an ear piercing gun at school. I love it, It didnt really hurt. So then I went home n Michelle n me met the new "goth" boy up the street, Didnt seem very "gothic" then Katelynn picked me up n we went to the mall n then met up with EVERYONE! there were ( Read more... )

Hiddy Ho. Today was a funny day. Well wait, I talked to Nate online, I think we're hanging out tomorrow, he told me that his friends thought I was "Very attractive, they were like "Who is that girl and why is she leaving" lmao whatever, I just thought that was silly and decided to share that bit of pointless info with you.So yesterday I went with ( Read more... )

Hey. I guess Ill update now. Sunday-my family came over, it was fun. I hadnt seen them in a real long time. I havent seen my dad since fathers day, still. Thats a whole nother story. So then Alicia came over round 8 and we watched Badder Santa,it was quite funny. Monday-mom stayed home cus we have men at the house installing Central Air, so we got ( Read more... )