Comments | poetic_whim: well it started out making sense... I'm feeling sorry for myself again. it'll pass.

poetic_whim

well it started out making sense... I'm feeling sorry for myself again. it'll pass.

Jul 17, 2004 00:09

it's my nature, and I've tried to keep it intact through school so far, because of all the people I despise, those who change to fit any occasion are the worst. and why do I despise them? because I envy them, naturally. I will never be able to do that. to say the comforting thing I don't mean becuase it'll make you feel better. I wish I could, wish ( Read more... )

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wearealldamaged July 17 2004, 01:57:36 UTC

mmm, i like the voice of reason, it generally helps me quite a bit to have my logical side stimulated

hmm, this sounds almost like a pure thought flow, like the way a person really thinks, it's quite interesting to actually read

poetic_whim July 17 2004, 10:44:19 UTC

ya, it's sort of similar to the sort of thing I usually write in my paper journal. I guess it's good just to get it all out of my system in one go, then I can forget about it.

contemporaneous July 17 2004, 13:20:51 UTC

Ih. I tried changing to fit every occasion, it wasn't that great. It was too strenuous to my sense of self.

poetic_whim July 17 2004, 18:41:34 UTC

exactly thats what I'm saying. I kind of envy those people who simply don't have a sense of self, because things are easier for them. but at the same time I wouldn't want to be like that.

contemporaneous July 17 2004, 23:06:51 UTC

Not having a sense of self is horrible. Trust me. Its one of the most disorienting feelings I've ever had, and I've stuck my head in one of those paint shakers.

No, I haven't.

ariose_import July 18 2004, 00:22:11 UTC

Hmm.
You've just made me realized that I've finally stuck to myself.
I mean, I used to be one of those adaptable people, that change to fit every occasion; however, I am not any longer.
I'm glad of it. Very glad.

Dirty Dancing Sunday night? Yes? You better not cancel this time...

leniadi July 18 2004, 08:57:18 UTC

I can adapt to different situations, but I have a strong sense of who I am. I don't sacrifice my morals for people but I can be flexible, and I don't think that's a bad thing. Anyways, I love these streams of consciousness you do, they're very confusing and yet make perfect sense, I like how you tied it all together again at the end... kinda... lol