ive never felt more alone than i do now... i wish people would stop telling me everything is going to be ok and that everything happens for a reason. i know that it does. and i wish people would stop telling me its not my fault when it is. im trying not to shed any tears but inside im crying a total river. i dont think anyone really realizes ( Read more... )

last night rocked so freakin hardcore. dover drive is so awesome. i met brianna and iris there and iris brought me a camera to take pictures at the show :D when i get them developed maybe ill try to scan them and post them on here. the new cd is fantastic as usual, and i highly reccomend it to everyone. its a split ep with the dsc project and ( Read more... )

ok, so i know that i have been neglecting updating my journal lately, but not much has been going on really. lets see... this week ive had drivers ed every day and i got to drive 2 times this week, once in the rain in which i really freaked out because i hate driving in the rain. tuesday i went to target and i bought the modest mouse cd, which is ( Read more... )

this entry is dedicated to Barrett because today is his birthday..... so Barrett, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! it was good seeing u last night at the df show and i cant wait until next week ( Read more... )

SCREW THIS!!!!! =/ i really dont know what to do about all this anymore.... why do i have to torture myself with all this. im crazy to think that this could ever happen right? because i dont have great luck like that. WHY DIDNT I SAY SOMETHING SOONER??? i feel like such an idiot right now. i should have said something when i first realized it ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a few days, but i did however attempt to update yesterday but live journal was being gay and wouldnt let me log in >__< so anyway, i was pretty ticked off today and still kinda am because some jackass hacked into my aol account and apparently sent ppl a bunch of porn from my account and so aol wouldnt let me online for ( Read more... )

this entry is for janae because today is her birthday, so janae, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! and remember what i told u the other night ok? u need me im here no matter what ( Read more... )

woo hoo i fell in a mud puddle today!!!! haha im so clumsy but thats ok. i went for my job interview this morning at 10, but i got there like 15 minutes early and melissa wasnt even there yet. jeez melissa, what am i going to do with u?? anyway, im thinking that the interview went pretty well. it seemed to anyway. i was really nervous ( Read more... )

not much has been going on these past few days... pretty boring. i havent exactly felt too spiffy though, so i didnt really feel like going anywhere or doing much of anything. i have to talk to melissa sometime today and get the number to her office so that i can go and set up and interview with her boss for the job. im hoping all goes well with ( Read more... )

haha my cousin is asleep on my couch right now, and he looks so peaceful and i would just love to go get an ice cold glass of water and pour in on him... except i would surely be dead in a matter of minutes hehe. sooo not much has been going on lately, with the exception of my awesome weekend last week. tonight im supposed to go to church with ( Read more... )