i havent updated in a few days because, well not really much has gone on. yesterday i went to the mall with melissa. we went to deerbrook so i could pick up my contacts. after the mall we went to hobby lobby, and i bought this suncatcher kit to make my mom for her birthday. shes going to love it... i hope. i get to paint it and all that good ( Read more... )

ok, so my other grandma had a stroke yesterday and is now in the hospital, and this happened yesterday but NOBODY BOTHERED TO TELL ME. so i had to find out today when i called my mom and my stepfather told me what happened, and might i add that he was an asshole about it. i tried asking him what was going on and if she was going to be ok and all ( Read more... )

today i woke up to the sound of my phone ringing, and its my mom calling me to ask me if i wanted to go with her and my sisters to my aunt sharon's house to go swimming, so i was like ok ill go. so at about 1:30 or so she came and picked me up and we headed over to my aunts. when we got there my aunt z was there too and my grandma and step- ( Read more... )

people tell me to forget him.. that hes a jerk, i shouldnt waste my time, that i deserve better.... i value all their opinions and i trust them but its just so hard moving on without even have attempting to do something about it... the feeling just wont go away no matter how hard ive tried. my mind tells me to stop and give up but my heart says ( Read more... )

this entry is for 3 of my friends... these friends would be Sarah Muska, Beaner, and Mino ( Read more... )

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today was a pretty good day all in all. i went to get my eyes checked and i am proud to say that my eyes are just fine and my vision did not get any worse. after that i just came home and did nothing until about 6:30 when stacy and kristin came over and then i went back to stacys house with them. haha stacy decided to hook up her supernintendo ( ( Read more... )

today i went driving with my aunt. i cant wait to get my lisense. im so ready to be able to do what i want and go where i want when i want to. my father also came over and pretty much made it very clear that he isnt going to help me pay for college, so looks like im on my own.. im hoping i can get grants so that i wont have to pay back the ( Read more... )

today i went to my moms house since my nephew was over there. i was glad i went because i hadnt seen him in awhile. hes grown up so much since i last saw him, hes 11 now, and man hes just grown up. what sucks tho is that tomorrow i wont get to see my sister when she comes to get him, but eh i hope i get to see her soon. its amazing how fast ( Read more... )

i dont understand some things at all. this has been a horrible day. i started thinking about alot of things today and i realized how unwanted i feel whn im around my parents. i feel like neither of them give a damn about me at all. it seems like they are both wrapped up and absorbed in their own lives. sometimes it feels like my dad cares ( Read more... )