for the first time im completly helpless and i feel like i cant move or do anything that will make me feel better. im in my own little world and im screaming but no one can hear me ( Read more... )

So here i am again. I was beginning to miss my LJ. But lately it seems like ive been so busy to update and then again i do nothing. But thats just  me. Well anyways moving on, as always im continuing my trend of writing when i have a problem or somethings wrong. Right now its not much of either but im creating a problem and i think something is ( Read more... )

so in reference to my last entry, life still isn't amazing, a lot of those problems are still there, but I'm doing better. and feelin better. It's about damn time i think. I mean sure some things still suck, but other things are just gettign better ( Read more... )

Why am I not suprised that my life, has once again, turned for the not-so-great. I can't say for the worst because heck there are still some pretty good things in my life right now. But like always, when I'm super duper really happy and everything is going just great, reality slaps me. And I mean like it bitch slaps me. No, i'm not in one of my ( Read more... )

Im noticing a common trend with my entries; and that is is the trend of change. yep, its true ladies and gents. we all change. whether for the good or bad, but its inevitable. and sometimes, i hate it. I can deal with change. Ive dealt with it a lot in the past, but sometimes i just want something steady. At least, some time where i can catch my ( Read more... )

a lot can happen in three weeks. I know its been awhile since my last entry, but a lot has been going on and i havent found time to write. well anyways, life is pretty good now. School is ok. I could always be doing better i guess. Chris and i are doing amazingly. ::sigh::im so lucky to have him in my life ( Read more... )

ahh...what a week ( Read more... )

things can change so fast and so much, so quickly ( Read more... )

What a day!

So today was an interesting.. Went to class, did my makeup thing; i had an actual foreheaed for about 10 minutes, then washed it off. It was fun while it lasted, lol. Then i went to lunch with a couple of my sisters, and went back to FIU where a religious protest awaited. It was interesting and controversial to say the least ( Read more... )