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GRE yesterday. had nightmares about it the night before and dry heaves over it in the morning. scored fine in the quantitative section despite not even finishing the fucking thing. somehow managed to bomb the verbal though. oh well. i can't afford to take that shit again. now i've got to somehow get in gear for the Literature in English GRE. found ( Read more... )

sometimes i want to take it all back.

just emerged from the sickening fog of sleep. i go to sleep now at the hour grandparents go to sleep. any normal person would wake up at five in the morning going to bed that early, but no, i stick it out until regular hours, eyes opening heavy with hatred for wakefulness ( Read more... )

after awhile i dissipate. did i ever cherish invisibility? i've nothing to show for any progress made in the matter of human connection but a host of futile, unreturned emails. and part of me thinks, oh well. there is a point at which i barely remember how much i love them, those people on the receiving end. and yet there is a part of me that never ( Read more... )

He, stumbling over fate in the Mediterranean ( Read more... )

Philosophize to anyone who’ll listen ( Read more... )

woke up in the middle of the night with a bat flying around my head. this isn't the first time this has happened. couldn't find it. took the screen out of the window, closed the door, hoped it flew out. slept in my mother's bed. the bat could still be inhabiting my bedroom though. in my terrorized, sleepy stupor, i thought: this is my fault for ( Read more... )

But to see her was to love her;
Love but her, and love for ever.
Had we never lov'd sae kindly,
Had we never lov'd sae blindly,
Never met-or never parted,
We had ne'er been broken-hearted.

-Burns