Goodbye taken to a newer level.

[poeticpollution]

I wrote on a piece of parchment
long ago
a picture from a childhood memoir
and three words, "I love you."
you're name along with it.

Walking out the door
saying goodbye
for the last time,
I never knew what would happen next
the inevitable

he rests finally
I miss you everyday
the hole has finally sunken in
my heart can't speak anymore

my childhood,
the innocense in my eyes,
all gone
and I'm laying here,
depressed and heavy

the woods aren't like they use to be
and everything is getting dimmer
I'm lost without a compass.

Went to the movies last night with Ben. We saw "Hide and Seek", not bad, but it could've been better. I really liked it when Ben crept closer and gave me a kiss. It was warming. Then when we got home we watched these hilarious cartoons that were Rejected from a television channel. So I say, download "Rejected" off bearshare or whatever you guys have, and watch, its amazing...



Chills keep running up my back and I'm sick again. Such a lovely combination. Might I also add that exhaustion is slipping in and the day isn't even over. The mere thought of my bed never sounded any better.

I love having that comfort feeling. Its enjoying.