i miss california. i cannot wait another 62 days to be there. i miss the state. i miss the mountains. i miss the ocean. i miss san francisco. i miss berkeley. i miss alli, lorno, lola, elena, and ru. i really dont think you guys know what you mean to me. i miss the ock family and their home. i miss it all so much. i can't wait to get out there ( Read more... )

guess what 2 AMAZING fucking bands are going on tour together ( Read more... )

by the end of august:

[x] get a job & save money
[x] get a car
[x] get into SMC
[ ] find an apartment
[x] find someone to live with

california... california... here i cooooooooooome.

ps- i love this weather. its finally getting warmer, and i love the rain and especially storms. hence the reason i shall one day live around San Francisco.

i made some bad movie choices this morning. for example, Say Anything ( Read more... )

so i'm up late again... but no school tomorrow thank god. i've been sitting here thinking a lot about my life. people lately have all been telling me that i cannot move to california. i laugh and ask why... i have yet to find a real answer. people saying they'll miss me makes me sad and all. and if you're dumb enough to believe that maybe you ( Read more... )

so i think i'm losing my mind. what a great way to start an entry... right? but seriously... for about a month now i have had a terrible time sleeping at night. and i dont really sleep during the day... i just lay there half out of it. so i dunno what to do about that... i hate drugs but if they'll help me sleep at normal times then i might have to ( Read more... )

new background. i know no one really looks at eachothers backgrounds... i'm sure everyone just reads their own friend page like i do haha. but i figured if you wanna see one of my crushes, then you can check her out. i know i like to... haha. anyway... you should listen to the band she's in, the Horrorpops. good f*in music. okay bye.

by august:

[ ] get a job & save money
[x] get a car
[x] get into SMC
[ ] find an apartment
[ ] find someone to live with

so... does anyone wanna move out there with me? or more easily... anyone know where i can get a good job?

it really sucks missing someone so much. especially when you try your hardest not to think about them at all. then little things everywhere remind you of them... certain songs, things in stores, certain places, something someone else says or does... dammit. ah well... such is life. in happier news, i've been getting to see lots of friends lately. ( Read more... )

so... even tho just seconds ago i put in a sad emo entry... i did actually have a fairly good weekend. it left me hella confused... but whatever. at least it didn't suck. friday, i went picked up melissa. i was late cuz i got confused, but i get confused easily so oh well. then we stopped by to meet her mom who was bartending, and we were off to ( Read more... )