most people see her as beautiful.. at least they reasure her that she is. and they like her and they get a long with her just fine. until she messes up.. everything. because its not liek she can jsut mess up and be forgiven. she messess up and messes up real bad. because when she wakes up the next day she realizes that nobody is there for her. ( Read more... )

so i got a ticket.. for being less than 4 feet away from somebodies driveway. lame as fuck. $20 i have to pay. bullshit. if you ask me. and my parents think its retarded. and my friends mom was pissed at the cop and the neighbors. ygh. i hate peopel. stupid fucks. and they told the cop i always park there. thats the frist god damn time i ever ( Read more... )

so basically... im done with anyone ive grown to care for. because its envatiable.. that it all ends up in my face. im done with guys.. im done with so called best friends.. im giving up on you. your terrible you knwo that right. im quitting im running away... im becoming a hermit. i think it will be for my best interest. if i get a job.. i will ( Read more... )

so last night im on the phone with james(j.r.) and uhh hes a complete ass to me. and he tells me hes with kyle and that they are watching a baseball game.and i ask what game. and he says.. uhh one where they hit the ball with the bat. so i take it that hes in a pissy mood... or hes just trying to prove something to the guys. what? i dont know. but ( Read more... )

so i talked to him yesterday. told him why i stopped talkign to him and why i started to be a bitch to him. he told me he never told brian that. i believe him. i have no other choice but to. were okay. im glad. plus were back to normal. he still likes me... well i think he does... cause he acts like it. you knwo still hugs me n he still kisses me. ( Read more... )

so sad but true.. the other one was worse/.. oh man oh man

so im tired times like a billion. im sick. my head hurts like never before. im sure im dying, cause thats what it feels like. my eyes keep watering and they itch so fucking bad. i smell liek brian, he made me hug him for a really long time today because he said it would make me feel better.. so when is better supposed to kick in ( Read more... )

jessica and i made cubs shirts yesterday for the game. mine is the best. because her little brother reed was there and he helped me. hes so cool. hes like my new best friend ( Read more... )

im sick of this. so let me say this once and only once. its either me or her. and if you pick her dont make an attempt to try anythign with me. so thats basically it. im not the kind of person to let that go on behind my back.. let alone my own face. it hurts. period. no questions asked. dont tell everybody you have feelings for me and then two ( Read more... )

so im immature? and im annoying? and everything has been given to me on a silver plator? just making sure i got everythign okay. and i talk shit about people? hmm.. and that makes me stupid? well hmm.. since when did speaking your opinion, mean that you are talkign shit? now if i said that she was an ugly fat bitch and shes a slut.. okay i could ( Read more... )