i hate when people wake me up, i hate alarms i hate my telephone ringing at 4 fuckin 30 in the morning. i think im in a hate mood. a lighter note im moving to fuckin fallbrook. ha. im cuttin the umbilical cord, finally. so right now im just working and living life. yeah thats it.

im a mile from the ground, slowly floating down. i feel like my life is a cycle, a machine about to break. im a robot. is this the roller coaster. im in neutral. im at a stop light. what will happened next. after the waiting room thats it. whats behind the doors. is it light. yellow light is what i imagine. looking out at the world from atop. ( Read more... )

what a night that was.....it all started with this idea to go up to san juan capistrano, we left my house at about seven thirty headed north we downed some beers on the freeway and ended up lost in downtown. found the place to find out that we hace to pay five extra bucks to get in the damn place so that other people can drink hell no. so we made a ( Read more... )

ah im so sick and so ready to leave my house, too much partying on newyears has left me cold and dry with a sinus unfection...sucks the big fat one. ive had the past 2 days off and i havent left my bed, im pissed i wanna get out of this hell. night

yellow,fundip, throat, pain, ache, fart, milkshake, mo, shiver, numb, burp, swallow, bright, lick, suck, sweet, sniffle, slouch, chew, powder, scartch, warmth, sag, tap, pressure, roles, blow.....breath wow a lot can happen in a minute.

so i had a bad trip this weekend, steph was my savior, we're moving out, stoked, freedom is soo nice

goodbye

what an accomplishment six hours of work what a waste of a day. i feel like i keep fallin down this steep hill climbing half way up and falling again. so this is what its like to be on christmasss break, work sleep shit what a life. okay enough with my bitchin and complaining, so tomorrow the eve of christmas and i havent started my shopping, the ( Read more... )

been chillin, life is like whatevers, each day passes one at a time, some fast some slow. just been workin to pay the bills and playin to stay alive. blow.

home safe, bored as hell, everythings the same, damnit

today i saw the vains of the earth, the shadows of a mechanical bird, i took flight

sleep sleep sleepy.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

so its 12:31 am, i will be returning to cali in 13 hours to be exact. im coming home kids, be prepared. am i looking forward to it yes....no. parents are mad about tattoo, hernia. ill be annoyed within 2 hours, but im glad im going home, home to make some money, see friends and hear some good music. ew minus the fact ill see the ex. kill me now.