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poetpaladin

True Confessions VIII §

Jan 13, 2009 01:54

It's been a long time since I've done this.

It's been almost two years. Time to do it again ( Read more... )

true confessions

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anonymous January 13 2009, 10:04:35 UTC

We've had our ups and downs, but through it all, every day I feel more and more in love with my wife.

anonymous January 13 2009, 10:15:33 UTC

When a good friend of mine got married a while back, I spent all day doing all of their wedding photography. All of it, hundreds of pictures. I then spent countless hours doing clean-up work on the photos: touching up faces, whitening teeth, etc. I did it for free, out of love and friendship.

When it came our turn to be married, they didn't even bother to send us a card. I felt so disappointed.

anonymous January 13 2009, 10:57:43 UTC

There's one secret that I can't tell anyone because I know everyone would hate me. I long to be reassured that what I've done really isn't so bad, but that would mean telling someone... and I can't risk that.

anonymous January 13 2009, 14:01:13 UTC

You can tell us.

anonymous January 13 2009, 21:18:07 UTC

When I was a teenager and babysitting, one of the kids would practice giving me shoulder massages. I just thought it was weird at the time, but I've since become incredibly worried that it was a form of child molestation.

anonymous January 13 2009, 22:22:56 UTC

You are the ones who was babysitting and one of the kids was practicing shoulder massages on you, right? If so, you never forced anyone to do anything, so I don't think you should worry so much. Even if it was weird, kids do weird things. Don't feel guilty dear, you didn't do anything to hurt this child.

Just the fact that you feel guilty shows you are a good person.

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anonymous January 13 2009, 11:24:29 UTC

We've been engaged for years now, but I just don't feel in love with him anymore. I wish he would leave me so I wouldn't have to be the bad one.

anonymous January 13 2009, 22:27:05 UTC

Protection yourself and doing what is right for yourseld does not make you a bad person. It is alright to take care of you.

But still it is not easy. And not easy to hurt someone. I wish you good luck.

anonymous January 13 2009, 11:51:02 UTC

I have never felt so alone.

anonymous January 13 2009, 21:46:35 UTC

*hugs you, whomever you are*