i hate me and how things always are.... im so crappy

kill
what
you
will

even my heart

i know you want to

slick little rabbit

i wish people would just stop ! i'm so sick of doing close to nothing wrong and always getting the crappy end ! i dont find this fair ! i wish it would just all go away !

Stacey

i wish i could rid of you and the pain we cause

so today is already feeling sort of long. i woke up at 150 to pick up amanda from work cuz _long story short_ auntie is working. then i got home and ate some beef stew shit that my mom made. it was ok, drank milk came upstairs (as usual) so i'm going to jump in the shower in a few minutoes. fun fun, eh? i guess..not so much but whatever. i really ( Read more... )

so college is lame. failing math is lame. life is lame. and my mother is a stupid fucking drunkin ass bitch, AGAIN ! go figure, did i actually let myself think MY mother would be strong enough to hold up for me and stay there..but no, she turned me away ..over and over and over. dont you just love life. i cant talk to me 'little sister' anymore cuz ( Read more... )

wow, its been a while. i got a blogg and like it! it seems different than a journal..although its one in the same. so i've attempted to watch boondock saints like 150 times, and it just never seems to work..something gets in the way ! work tomorrow, that blows. school blows. pow wows blow..oh wait me and amanda left early :-D yay for us ( Read more... )

vote kerry

here we go with Florida, all over again