Well I am at work. Only 21 more minutes left in my 6 hour shift. It wasn't so bad except for the silence. I only had like 2 patrons in all this time. I did the work I was supposed to but I still had alot of time to think. That is not good sometimes. I mean sometimes I feel like such a failure even for the small stuff. oh well I know I am not a ( Read more... )

I have 45 minutes to kill. I am supposed to be at work at 2 but the funny thing is I am already there. What I mean by that is someone locked the outer door to the apartment so now I am killing time till work. I know it is some what my fault. I should have the key to my room in Pat. at all times but going back before work on Tuesday while Neal is in ( Read more... )

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Wow it has been awhile since I have written in here. Wel I am healing and I can walk on my leg fine. Still sore but comes with territory. Christmas was great. I spent it with Neal's family for Christmas eve and he came and spent Christmas day with mine. I am back at school now and so very happy about it ( Read more... )

for those of you who don't know I am in hell...oops I meant to say at home.I will be here for the rest of the semester but my surgery will be soon. Dec.3. I am so nervous and scared though. Anne Arrundel General outpaptient is where I will be if any one wants to know. I am having a same day surgery though so if you want to get in touch with me the ( Read more... )

I am sitting here, trying to be cheery but I can't. Everyone is at fencing. It is just so hard. I mean me here all alone in the place i share with them. I know that I shouldn't begruge them for something they lovwe doing but it sucks. I mean I liked it and wanted to try it more but I couldn't. It just hurts. I am trying so hard to be strong but it ( Read more... )

Well I finally have some news. First my big sister is getting married. She recently got engaged and will be married in August. I can't wait. Anoyther big thing I have to deal with before that is my surgery. Yup you read correctly. My knees are fianlly being noted by the medical profession as the problem they are. So which means on January 8 I am ( Read more... )

I am sick and so that really sucks. Neal is too so we are both grumoy and hurting. It sucks. All I want to do is curl up with him but we both fell to icky to do even that. On a good note Neal's b-day is on Monday and our 6 month anniversary is on Tuesday. It also makes the being sick thing harder cause timing sucks. Well here is hoping that we both ( Read more... )

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Only a few more days til school. Yet I am still going crazy. I can't wait to get out of here. I also miss Neal so much. I had the best time in Ocean City with him. It was the best trip I have ever been on. I was able to try and push past my knee problems and just have fun. I loved it. I can't wait for school. Alos I am only borrowing the use of ( Read more... )