Ha im listening to Aqua...it has such a happy beat and puts me in a good mood so its good in my "book ( Read more... )

So yeah..shit has gotten better then last week my job has gotten a bit easier, starting to get used to it, and arent stuck at that one home in Lincoln every day, and the drama in my head has sub-sided. The transition in that respect has amazed me, to me it was like the back of my head going from faded red to black ( Read more... )

Yay my car wasnt that bad off, just needed a new bolt on a tire, and I can actaully afford it and still have some money until thursday. The only bad part is I have to go to work, but get out of an hour at least anf the girl has horseback riding so I wont have to strees about what were gonna do and how much shes not gonna listen to me. I didn't take ( Read more... )

Yay my car wasnt that bad off, just needed a new bolt on a tire, and I can actaully afford it and still have some money until thursday. The only bad part is I have to go to work, but get out of an hour at least anf the girl has horseback riding so I wont have to strees about what were gonna do and how much shes not gonna listen to me. I didn't take ( Read more... )

Yay my car wasnt that bad off, just needed a new bolt on a tire, and I can actaully afford it and still have some money until thursday. The only bad part is I have to go to work, but get out of an hour at least anf the girl has horseback riding so I wont have to strees about what were gonna do and how much shes not gonna listen to me. I didn't take ( Read more... )

Well yesterday did get better, only had to work 5 hours, last day of S&S good of course!, my boss started to cry when she hugged me goodbye it was sooo sad, I could hear it in her voice, and I almost cried to but cant in front of anyone (for the most part) so it was simply "teary eyes"..ill miss that women but not the place, shes in my heart, and ( Read more... )

Dont you hate it when you have those kinds of days when everything just keeps breaking?,One of my favorite necklaces did that I MIGHT be able to fix, thats actually in my small range od fixing things, and not out my league my toilet wont flush right, the landlords as slow as fuckI cant even take a s-h-i-t in my own god-damned apartment in privacy ( Read more... )

I almost fucked myself over completly, innocently driving home from watching Elizabeth the other day, it was in Concord center huge but brief line of traffic I was speeding like 5o in a 30ish, really dumb espacially seeing how trafficy the street was and all the histroical sightings, like the Louisa May Alcott house, Little Women rocks!..its not ( Read more... )

Well yesterday wasnt as scary as I thought it would be, i went to the house in Bedford, accidently drove to Hanscom Army Base, but got to see where Eddie went to school at least Wyltek,,and felt really minorical being the only girl in sight literally..probably wasnt but i was driving and all I was capable of paying attention to, and bad enough ( Read more... )

Well of course yesterday wasn;t as bad as i thought it would be as i thought it would be sweating and twisting and turning all night. I came in an hour early, because they told me the wrong time, and was relieved like ya I' sooooo rather be late then early, and did a few boring erands like gas, but ultimately they distracted me and calmed me down ( Read more... )