akuroku fst: the memories of this heart

Apr 15, 2008 20:43

wahaha! lol
it's finally done!

crappy cover, but whatever, it's done. <3

AKUROKU FST | the memories of this heart
*Note: may contain spoilers about kingdom hearts fm+ that you have not delved into.







Akuroku Fan Soundtrack: the memories of this hearts

Shoot me for using a couple well-known, overused songs D:
And shoot me for having similar genres = 3 =
Anyways this is my first fst.
Possible spoilers for those who have not seen Final Mix+

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List of Songs:

1. All Around Me - Flyleaf | 3.23 |
2. Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds to Mars | 4.02 |
3. Bend and Break - Keane | 3.40 |
4. Breath - Breaking Benjamin | 3.38 |
5. Broken - Seether ft. Amy Lee | 4.19 |
6. Conspiracy - Paramore | 3.42 |
7. Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon | 4.17 |
8. Heaven Forbid - The Fray | 3.46 |
9. Iris - Goo Goo Dolls | 4.51 |
10. Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney | 3.54 |
11. Light Up the Sky - Yellowcard | 3.36 |
12. Missing - Evanescence | 4.15 |
13. Save Us - Cartel | 4.38 |
14. Time of Dying - Three Days Grace | 3.08 |
15. What Happened To Us? - Hoobastank | 4.00 |
16. When You’re Gone - Avril Lavigne | 4.00 |

16 Songs || 60 minutes || 1 hour

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All Around Me by Flyleaf

This song for me really is more describing how Roxas might have felt, or did, toward Axel. It’s how subconsciously Roxas would’ve wanted to be near him, even though he didn’t really remember him completely. It would be more of his dreams like ‘speaking’ to him about Axel. And it’s the way they felt when they were together all rolled into one. This is more metaphorical and definitely not straightforward in the sense I’m looking at it.

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

Beautiful Lie by 30 Seconds to Mars

This song just says it to me, it really does. No matter how well known or overused it may be. It’d have to be Axel singing to Roxas about the life he had and how that his life in Twilight Town was just a ‘lie.’ If I had to use this song in the actual game, I’d put it when Axel tries to go warn Roxas. Later in the song, it’d be Roxas trying to remember and him contemplating about Axel’s words.

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

Bend and Break by Keane

It’s really scary how well this song fits to them. I think I heard this over the radio playing in my local deli when I went there with my friends. I didn’t hear a lot of the lyrics, but what I did hear really made me think about their relationship. It’s how they’ll meet again after they fade away into the light, which is the part in FM+ to me.

When you, when you forget your name
When old faces all look the same

I'll meet you on the other side
I'll meet you in the light

Breath by Breaking Benjamin

Definitely Axel and Roxas. No doubt. It’s the entire what Roxas can do to Axel and how Axel, though he might get killed for it, still stays by Roxas’ side. And Roxas tells him it, which is the entire ‘cause I’ll be the death of you’ line. It’s how Roxas needs to get the answers to his questions and the only way to do that is to let go of Axel.

So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
I'm going all the way, get away, please.

Broken by Seether ft. Amy Lee

Would be Axel’s song telling Roxas how much he missed him, reminding him that they were at least best friends. It’s really telling that Axel wasn’t really ‘whole’ without Roxas, and you may say that Roxas was really half of Sora, I know. But it’s really how they’ve been separated. [lol], then if they did ever meet again in the next life they’d be fine and none of this would happen again, which I think is what the 2nd verse is really saying to me.

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Conspiracy by Paramore

The lyrics to this song is relating more to Roxas in a way. But the first verse is more of Axel trying to explain why he doesn’t trust anyone in the Organization after Roxas had left, he was Axel’s best, and maybe only, friend there. The rest of the song is Roxas trying to understand why there is so much of a mystery surrounding him, and why he has the Keyblades.

Please speak softly, for they will hear us
And they'll find out why we don't trust them
Speak up dear cause I cannot hear you
I need to know why we don't trust them

Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power

Everything You Want by Vertical Horizon

It would be Roxas noticing that Axel is everything that he wants, but doesn’t really love him. This may be the cause of his way of thinking, or it may not happen, who knows? But Roxas is waiting for someone, Axel to remind him of everything, well more of Axel and he does trigger the important memories that Roxas did not have.

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

Heaven Forbid by The Fray

This song could be interpreted as the narrator singing to Roxas, or it really could be Axel singing it to Roxas. Portraying more of a ‘break down’ for Roxas and why he’s wondering why he’s alone and when Axel leaves again, he be along. Again. And he never knows why he’s been left alone.

Heaven forbid you end up alone,
You don't know why.
Hold on tight, wait for tomorrow,
You'll be alright.

Out of this one
I don't know how to get you out of this one.

Iris by Goo Goo Dolls

Omg, can I say Axel’s theme? This entire song has one big statement underneath if really. It is how much Axel wants Roxas to remember him and how he can’t forget about him, but Roxas just can’t seem to remember. That just really hurts Axel too. He just wants Roxas to remember him. Johnny
Rzeznik is such a genius for writing this piece. An absolute genius :D

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Just So You Know by Jesse McCartney

I’m not a usual fan of his songs, but they really do relate, a large number of his songs do though. I picked this particular song because through the entire series I think Roxas/Namine is pressed just because Sora/Kairi is too. I think this is Axel singing about how he can see how Roxas and Namine relate, but there’s no way he can let go of his feelings even though how hard he tries. And in the end it all works, since they both feel that way. Axel wanted to let go of Roxas, but he couldn’t let the Organization win, which is another point in this song.

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

Light Up the Sky by Yellowcard

This entire song is about how Axel would really die to see Roxas, the one he remember, one more time. He wanted to be with Roxas just one last time. Which unfortunately in the series never happens. After Axel dies, since he died or seemed to, he wanted Roxas to be happy seeing that the ‘old’ Roxas wasn’t going to come back.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky.

Save Us by Cartel

Cartel always used a bunch of details to convey a thought behind a song. If related to Axel/Roxas I think I’d be how they believe they can’t feel, that they are nobodies, but through the lies they will have someone save them and they will learn how it feels to ‘feel.’ I worded it oddly I think, but yes. And it also shows how they were before, compared to what they are when they meet up again in Twilight Town.

What it takes to make it real.
We're standing on the edge of this,
When our soul is gone what will we miss?
We lost what it takes to really make it feel.

Missing by Evanescence

The entirety of this song has to describe them. It is a complete akuroku song. Axel does literally die for Roxas in the game. And there’s no way Roxas would cry for Axel because he did really forget him. The sacrifice would indeed be Axel, even if he did sacrifice himself for Roxas’ sake. And the person missing would then be Axel.

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Time of Dying by Three Days Grace

I deem this Roxas’ theme, lol. This is more of Roxas’ determination to not die, to keep going on and not to give up. And how when Axel is with him, he feels ‘alive.’ In the first verse it’d be when Roxas is starting to notice Twilight Town may not be real, or everything that had been happening to him had just been a dream. Though it’s Roxas’ theme I’d need to throw some Axel in there. Lol. In the end parts of the song, those words definitely tell me that Axel was always waiting for Roxas and eventually went to go get him.

On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

What Happened to Us? by Hoobastank

This I think would have Axel singing it. Very much so, but with Roxas adding in a few lines here and there. But the overall idea of this song for this pairing would be how they would look back at all the better days and how much they have changed since then. How bad it got, and how now there would be more distress than ever. Axel would be telling Roxas that, they could’ve made it better, could’ve tried harder, could’ve ‘seen another day.’ But they didn’t.

and fill an emptiness i had inside me
but you kept inside and I just denied
some things that we should have both said
I knew it was too good to be true
cause i'm the only one who understands me

When You’re Gone by Avril Lavigne

God, this was one of my favorite songs by Avril that actually made me tear up when I heard it. It really tells the story of their relationship from start to finish. Hello to goodbye. Axel would be Avril, yes he would, in this song. How much he did really miss Roxas, how maybe every little thing made Axel think of him. And in the game when Axel says ‘the roxas I know if long gone’ really fits to the ‘face I came to know is missing too’ part of the song. No matter how many times it might’ve been used for this pairing, it is still as true.

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

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lol this is a shorter fst that ended up with 16 songs that happened to end up as 1 complete hour or akuroku goodness!
and i know there is a lot of rock/alternative and whatever else there is, and i promise i'll get more variety into it next time!

holy hell. Lol
it’s finally finished, so enjoy, credit, comment, etc. etc. <3

sorry again for the lack of variety in the songs, but I’ll try and do better next time!
And sorry for the crappy cover art >>

axel, fst, roxas, akuroku

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