Hey everyone! I have been gone for a looong time. But im back now, sooo who gives a fuck? Anyways, lots to update on lets start with the best fuckin day of my life ( Read more... )

I am bored.

Anyways, as always Vanessa STOLE my first topic that i was going to talk aboot. Guys wearing girls pants. Have you ever seen it done? Probably so. and if you are a girl you will probably agree that it is completely hot. Beyond completely hot, but our fuckin school had decided to ruin that. Ethan wore them today. Okay and before you get all like ( Read more... )

Im thinking im going to see SAW this weekend. Anyone wanna come? Your welcome too. Anways, i am going to be scared to death. Ah well ( Read more... )

Hey this is vanessa! lol, dont worry jessie your lj will be looking better soon.

So i havent really updated in a while. There really hasnt been much to say. School is pretty good i guess. My life is pretty boring. Yeah. I really really want a guy. So bad. No one loves me. Oh my god, im pathetic ( Read more... )

Hey Everyone. Well today was actually a pretty damn good day. Why? I do not know why. It just seemed like it was. After school Vanessa was going to come over, but no. She did not. Cause shes a bitch. Im kidding. I love Vanessa. Anyways, after school i downloaded some music. Looked up some pictures, and hmm. Then i had to go to church. Yeah, church ( Read more... )

Hey everyone... sorry bout that last entry... it wasnt me posting. It was my sister. Yeah. Shes stupid. Anyways today. Today... Well went to school. Nothin to great happened there. Just a normal day. Uhh. Yeah. 18 days until the HIM concert, in case youre wondering. So after school... Me and Linds decided to have Joe over to finish Rose Red with us ( Read more... )

You know what? Fuck this. I try so hard all the time to make it seem like im happy. Its not working. I still cry every night until im asleep. I still think about suicide. I always wonder whats wrong with me. What is wrong with me!? How come i cant just be happy for like two seconds? Why wont a guy stay with me for more than like 2 weeks? It makes ( Read more... )