"Will I lose my dignity?
Will someone care?
Will I wake tomorrow
From this nightmare?"

"Why are entire years strewn on the cutting room floor of memories
when single frames of one magic night forever flicker in close up
ont the 3D imax of my mind?"

"Why am I the witness
and when I capture it on film
Does that mean that it's the end
And I'm alone

Why is being normal such a hard task for me? I'm starting to think I really am insane. Not that thats a bad thing, don't get me wrong it's one of my most charished attributes. I have a very strong character about myself and I wouldn't have it any other way. But lets face it, it's not exactly as socially acceptable as we would all hope for ( Read more... )

I feel fat.....I don't desearve to feel fat ( Read more... )

I just wrote an entire entry that would explain to anyone who had read it where my mind has been for the last two weeks. Maybe it's better that it got messed up. It was more for my benefit anyway ( Read more... )

What the point in being fat if you are unhappy ( Read more... )

If you honestly read all of this and know me very well, it's pretty damn accurate

I've been thinking about something for four days straight and i've come to the conculsion that I hate it

....no I don't

I give up on people. I've gone from being slightly sad to confused to more confused to happy to even more confused to content and now I'm at pissed off and even more confused. I'm going to go sit in my room until the smoke clears and then emerge the glorious person that I am. (Wow I managed to be a pessimist and an egoist in the same sentence. ( Read more... )

You scored as Jim. Congradulations!! You are Jim!! (aka King) You run almost everything down at SOS from choreography to naming blemishes to bitching out the little children. HAZZAH!

Tim
92%
Jim
92%
Zac
75%
Franco
67%
Matt
67%
Chris
58%
Danny
58%
Alex
42%
Andy
42%
Joe
33%
Brian
8%
What SOS boy are you?
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