yo.

It's that time of the month for Trey. haha. Heh. But i guess i'll be nice and try and get him a job at chick-fil a ..cause i've got connections. =]

Uhh all i want to do is skateboard with Kole..but my scary neighbor is outside like always..and i don't want to ride his "horse." Lmao..good times.

I'll hide my heart in dark parades.

This shall be my first tattoo. Im obsessed.

Life sucks right now..i should have saw it coming.

Whatever decision I make for this weekend is going to piss someone off..i'm tired of trying to please everyone...jlajqpoiurdflksjd fuck you!..

Ahh FATA has now recently earned my respect with their song "reflections"..that song is awesome.

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Ok so..Element Eighty on Friday or..SUFFER through the ride to san antonio..:(

I know how bad Brandi wants to see Element Eighty. Well even if we COULD go, we dont have two important things..1.liscense 2. CAR.. Uhhh yeah being 15 is really sucking balls right now.

It obviously doesn't hurt that fucking much.

Stop lying.

How pretty.

No school tomorrow! Hell yeah..sucks for all of you god damn whores.

This weekend should be fun. Im going to the river somewhere in san antonio...

Hopefully i can forget about lots of things.

I cried today..which scares me because hardly ever cry..& im listening to the STILLS!??! what the hell is wrong with me.  I miss the 6 hour conversations..cemetary plans..everything, but its gone. Can you believe i brought this on myself?..

You did lie.

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Shouldn't i be OK? I was the one who broke up with him...You've moved on, im not sure i will. I was almost positive it wouldn't hurt me to see you talk to her..i was so fucking wrong.

This next week will be hell, just like friday. Its like as soon as i stop thinking about it..someone asks whats wrong.. *puts gun to head*

<3

<3

once again your eyes make it hard to ask you why
so i sit here knuckles tight
hands against the wheel
your head against the glass and you mean so much to me
to me.

Goodbye.

Im sorry..

If that means anything at all.

where's that girl I once knew?
her illustrations paint a picture.
now her dirty tears bleed.
i've been looking for something so give it to me because I collect hearts
and yours is mine sweet thing.
now the flowers bloom in june lay at the grave of our final eve.
fade from me with september sunsets and run away with my heart.
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