damn it. i dont know why i write in here.

There's music playing
but we dance to the beat
of our own b l a c k h e a r t s
and draw diagrams
of s u i c i d e on each others wrists
then trace them with razorblades

i<3jason. its real. & im falling fast.

this could be the best thing ever. or the fucking w o r s t.

..what god.

well, last week was pretty fucking great. ok i went to concan and floated down the river, watched brandi two step with pretty boys,stole beer from kim, watched melissa flip out of her tube,laugh histerically,hung out with brett and kelly,made some KICKASS memories..saw jason (the best day of summer so far lol & may i say..im one lucky ( Read more... )

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Do you honestly care?

No.

Looking back I can see I don't know anything.
I just feel numb.

<3?

( thats hott )

Reasons to look forward to august..

ENGINE ROOM--
ATREYU w/ Lamb Of God, ETID!, Unearth

FINCH w/ Recover, Counterfit

by the way, Alex Varkatas is god.

I<3Jason
last night under the stars..amazing.
thx for sneaking out to see me. i miss you so much.

Put your hand in mine. Never let go, never wake up cause im done with promises, im taking blood oaths. ( Read more... )

I want out of tomball.

fuck that,out of texas.

hippie, i cant wait to see you tomorrow. everyday i feel like we get closer. i miss you.
i<3jason

..come,take my hand and well watch fate destroy us..

Jason: you ggive me goosebumps alll the time

Hippie, you are so great. hope this lasts.

That is all that matters right now.

goodbye.

<33

( Warped baby. <3<3 )

So take me, take me away. kill me slowly, i'll never be the same. I swear to you on everything  i am, and  i dedicate to you all that i have and i promise you that i will stand right by your side forever and always until the day i die.

The bite marks on my neck never felt so good.