i love this kid a lot but its like he gets on my nerves a lot and lately we have been having these litle arguments... mostly because i start them cause im ipolar and hepisses me off... its just the little things that give me and attitude towards him.....
like when he leaves my house @ night he says... ok ill call you when i get home... and it only ( Read more... )

ok i want to go to college i have like 4 applications.. but everything is like chinese for me... they ask you a bunck of questions and im just like... whoah.... what???? i really do wanna go t college and have a good job but the only question is what do i wanna do??? firefighter..... teacher.... house wife.... (ha yea right) or work at chic fil a ( Read more... )

i asked for more hours at work and this is what he gives me.... 3 hours shift almost everyday except for 1 day off and one night closing... wow thanks for the money matt... and i showed up late today cause i dont have phone so i cant set my alarm clock..... so please lui lissa i need your guys's ## i dont have it anymore...

so i gave josh his ( Read more... )

what the hell is up???? i donno what to update on......
things at work are ok.. i got a .25 cent raise..... whoopty freaing doo..... me and josh are great. school is coming up and summer is almost over... which sucks cause august 1st is when my summer ends i have drum camp for 2 weeks starting then and until school starts... awesome!!!! (not)..  i ( Read more... )

so ive been working out for a while and ive lost like 5 lbs im coming back next year healthier damn it!!!!! anyways  my car was completely dead the other night and i had to puich it off to the side of the road by myself.. (dang muscles) then chaney and josh came up behind me and helped me out...
and i was grounded for not being responsible about it ( Read more... )

so right now im just chillin at josh's ouse,.... no not my boyfriend te dude i work withl........ i told him we should hang out today but yesterday he was all smug and saying ok well we will see what happens.. so i wokeup early (thanks to my lover) took a shower then told the parents i was going to the beach but i really just went to joshs apptmnt ( Read more... )

dude i saw AFI on the movie awards they fucking rocked.. but before that performance this black guy sng with the star wars theme he sucked but did you all see the drummer.. hell yeah it was muther fucking chewbakah ( me).
anways. last time i updated was prom... wow that was a long time ago. so much has happenend... well not really but ill try to ( Read more... )

daaaaaang!!!!!!! tongiht is prom and im typing with my nails done  so sorry if i screw things up. im so excited for tonight jiosh has never been top a dance or prom or anything and i glad we are both going to our 1st prom together... i wish there were other things we could of done together that was a first time for us but no..... it was just a 1st ( Read more... )

wow it seems as its been like forevr since i have last updated..... a lot has went down, i met some new friend up in bonita the other night... me my lover and mallory all followed cahney up there to a party. i sware on our way there i felt like we were in a fucking gang. like picture it::::: 3 lanes. chaney in the middle in front me and josh 0n the ( Read more... )

so things between me and josh are going good. we are at my dads house right now so my dad and them can get to know each other so we can go to prom together.... i really want prom to be awesome cause he has never been to a prom. and i want amber and garret to go with us like a double date but i doubt that will happen cause nothing i ever plan out ( Read more... )