.....chris.........sigh.......confusion....sigh

i feel really lonely right now, as if i was all alone in the world....i know im not but sometimes i just feel so empty...Im so happy buffon is talking to me agian...i really missed him. **yawn** im sleepy anyways not much is happing right now.

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fuck life, its pretty worthless. heard from a old friend today that was pretty cool, didnt think he cared but i guess i was wrong. anyways...uhhh

im doing pretty good today, finished packing cause i have to move upstairs.. I lost 10 pounds since school got out, im pretty pround of that my gole is to loose about 10 more maybe 15 I'll have to wait and see how 10 looks. I'm voluntering at the multnomah county animal shelter this summer which should be a lot of fun.

today i made the biggest , most horrible mistake i could have ever made...I made him hate me....i sent him away....im so fucking dumb...

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erick you dont pay attiton im gessing your angry cause it says "derek i just plain love you" in a recent entry DEREK IS MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND you just jump to fucking conslusions cause you dont want me to like others well im sorry but you missunderstood that statement and maybe in the future you should talk to someone before you get pissed.