am i poison enough to kill?
Basics
Name: Ness
Location: NYC
Sexuality: Diverse
Age: 16
Single or Taken? Pictures if you'd like to show us: Engaged
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
About You
5 favorite bands Velvet Acid Christ, Opeth, Suicide Commando, Skinny Puppy, Funker Vogt
4 favorite movies Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Party Monster, Zoolander, Helter Skelter
3 things you like My Andy♥, my meow-meow [named Lu], and my bunny [named Commander Bun Bun]
2 things you can't do Burp [no, seriously. ive burped twice since I was a baby haha], and sing
1 thing you want right now sex.
Opinions On...
You don’t have to write it all but we'd like to see what you think of
Self Mutilation : Depends. I'm familiar with people who do it and actually have a very inner connection with it, and it gives them some sort of solice. I do, however, also know people who are starving for attention and do it with that being their sole goal...gaining some. It annoys me, and this topic is very controversial. Some of the people involved in this are so close to me, I really do understand why they do it...and it doesnt always have to do with wanting attention or just loving the pain. Explained to me it was "a way to transform the emotional pain to physical, somehow making it all easier to handle [as physical scars healer way better/quicker than emotional].
Gun Control : We need it, especially around Stapleton and Park Hill [these Staten Island projects *tsk tsk*]. The only reason people buy guns is because theyre too pussy to fight hand in hand combat. Thats what this world has come to. Psh.
Internet dating : I don't think it works. Unless youve met the person before in real life...or are meeting them, it seems nearly impossible. But who knows, maybe your soulmate really could be found out in nowhereseville, and you found them through myspace/xanga/LJ.
Religion : A foolish, primitive way of trying to explain natural occurances when you "don't believe" in, or are ignorant to, science.
Abortion : Your fault, do what you like. People in this position must have it real tough. I don't know what I would do.
The President : Neutral.
Premarital sex : Depends on the situation. I believe that love is love, and if you want to take it a step further when you're SURE it is what it is, because you're not legally able to marry yet or just dont want it, then go for it.
Stereotypes : Everyone's going to have some judgements about another person, this is pretty much just making it into an over-all classification and speaking it out loud.
Questions
Yeah it's a lot. You can answer them all or answer at lest four.
You just rubbed a magic lamp and a geine pops up granting you three wishes. What are they?: Be able to afford all the clothing/makeup I want [I'm materialistic.], have all animals free of torture, and one wish for my lover [he'd wish for something like a veggie burger, knowing him..].
What is the most precious thing in the world?: To me in particular? My animals. But that ties with my Andrew.
What song do you relate your life to the most and why? Post Lyrics: That is a really hard one. Probably that "Hustla" song. Hahaha. Okay, well since this is really hard, and I'm listening to Opeth right now, I'll post lyrics for "Black Rose Immortal" that express the way I feel about my Andy.<3 He is truly devine..
"Black Rose Immortal" - Opeth
In the name of desperation
I call your name
A lamentation I sigh
Again and again
Spiritual eclipse
The gateways are closed for me to seek
The night...
A veil of stars, watching
My shadow is born from light
The light of the eye, in darkness
Over troubled waters memories soar
Endlessly, searching night and day
The moonlight caresses a lonely hill
With the calmness of a whisper
I wear a naked soul
A blank face in the streaming water
It is cold in here
Frost scar my coat with dust
Eyes attach to your mute portrait
We spoke only through thoughts
Together we gazed, awaited
Hours brought thirst and the rising sun
Sunbirds leave their dark recesses
Shadows glid the archways
Do not turn your face towards me
Confronting me with my lonliness
You are in a forest unknown
The secret orchard
And your voice is vast and achromatic
But still so precious
Lullaby of the crescent moon took you
Mesmerized, its kaleidoscopic face
Granted you a hollow stare
Another soul within the divine herd
I have kept it
The amaranth symbol
Hiddin inside the golden shrine
Until we rejoice in the meadow
Of the end
When we both walk the shadows
It will set ablaze and vanish
Black rose immortal
It is getting dark again
Dusk shuffle across the fields
The evening trees moan as if they knew
At night I always dream of you
Have you ever done drugs, smoked, or drank?: Yes. I've done a few drugs, and I mostly enjoy hallucinogenes...but I'm not a big fan of drugs at all. They ruin you in the end. I've smoked once, and hated it. And the last time I drank was St. Patrick's Day [I'm not even Irish], and got so drunk I'm only told of some of the ridiculous things I did.
Piercings or tattoos? If so show us: Yes, 9 piercings - that include my LIP, TONGUE, EYEBROW, and plenty on my ears. No tattoos yet. YET. The piercings should be seen in the pictures below.
Ever cheat?: On a girlfriend/boyfriend? Well, it did happen once, but it wasn't wanted. It was forced by the other person.
Word Associations
Sex: Andy
Dolls: Dream [my best friend-as her screen name used to be Barbies and Sex]
Love: Andy [yeah it sounds so corny...]
Music: My BC Rich Warlock.
Whore: Pshh. Mainly names of people I know.
Poison: This community.
Community Information
How did you hear of this community? If someone promoted you, who? Stumbled upon it.
Why do you want to join and what would you contribute?: I'm only applying to see what people have to say about me, I appreicate constructive criticism. And this community appeals to me for some reason. I don't have much to contribute, but my [usually] unwanted insight, but I'm good with bands and events around my area, so if cared for...I'll update on cybertrons and other dance events in the city. =)
Show us that you love us and promote: NOT OPINIONAL http://www.livejournal.com/users/___malfunctions/2178.html?view=2690#t2690
How would you improve our community? I probably wouldnt.
Please give us 3 - 5 clear pictures of yourself (tastful nudity for our sakes):
Lastly, kiss up to the mods and owners.One more promotion? http://www.livejournal.com/community/_glam0urxwh0res/8651.html