hi people
so hi there :)
i've not been around for a while, but here's the short version:
even if you're pregnant with a man's baby, if you hear several people tell stories of a bad temper from said baby daddy on more than two occasions, listen. he WILL turn it on you, 4.5 months pregnant or not. -_-
and don't- i repeat DON'T- put up with it. you're worth way more.
also, the beauty of being a mother is that you get to choose the baby's name, no conflict, no compromise. especially if baby daddy hasn't acknowledged the existence of either the baby or you since the night you told him to take his beer-flinging, wall-punching, name-calling, degrading butt out of your apartment.
i'm naming my son "liam jack morton". he's miiiiine, allllllll miiiiine. :D i love him like i never ever thought possible. all of my conversations are baby-centric; i can't help it, there's nothing else going on in my life- especially that compares to my little guy. he's not even here yet and he's the best ever. yes, i'm biased. no, i don't care. ;D
so basically, i'm going to be a single mother to a little boy who's made me realize that not only do i not deserve to be treated like junk, but i CAN'T be- it puts my son on the wrong track, gives him the wrong idea. or- more frightfully- puts him in harm's way. no. thank. you. it's not just my life anymore, it's liam's.
btw, my dad said when liam gets bigger, he's gonna hold him up by his ankle and dangle him upside down and call him "mail". get it? *falls off chair*
oh yeah, one more thing. i don't have internets at home anymore, so if i don't respond to any comments, it's not 'cause i'm ignoring you. i promise. :)
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