is this thing on?

May 02, 2011 18:44

lol.
i know i haven't posted anything in a while...it all boils down to i'm somewhat lazy and the fact that i have no internets at home anymore doesn't help much. sorry guys...i haven't forgotten about you.
in a nutshell, i've been...pregnant lol. tired, exhausted, overwhelmed, all that good junk. but i also can't get over the little life i have feeding off of me and already completely dependent on me for everything. i love him to death, seriously.
i haven't heard from baby liam's dad in...idk, 5 weeks-ish? ever since i asked him to ask his mother to stop coming into my work to harass me. his completely supportive response? "i've heard your lies before and i don't believe you. stop texting me." although he could never tell me what i've lied about...hm.
well then. ok. be careful what you wish for.
up to that point, i made sure to let him know when i went to the doctor and what the doctor said as far as liam's development (even if the longest response i got was "awesome".) and he'd know when i went into labor. well...since he doesn't want me to talk to him anymore, he has no idea that the stress i've been feeling lately was- at least, i thought it was- affecting liam. so when i went to the doctor on thursday with the worry that my little man hadn't been moving as usual, daddy dearest didn't know that i spent an hour on a fetal monitor, didn't know that he only moved 7 times during that hour (preferable movement is at least 20 times), and had no clue that i was sent for an emergency sonogram to check in with little man. also, he has no idea that i got awesome new pictures of liam, showing his adorable little face and even some hair. those will be my pictures.
hey, he told me not to talk to him anymore. *shrug*
as it turns out, liam is in perfect health, despite the stress his family has decided to heap on me. so take that, meanie heads. :D
in other news, amy and i have decided to become baby sniffers in tuscany. as in, we're making a compound in tuscany and living there, sniffing liam till he grows out of that new baby smell. :D :D hey, we should try and bottle that...
in short, my life has been nothing much to post about without sounding like a whiny little fat girl. i giggle every time liam flips or pushes or kicks (unless he's laying on a nerve lol) and keep counting the days till my greatest accomplishment gets here- my baby shower.
haha, just kidding. i only have nine weeks (universe willing) until i get to hold him and snuggle him. i'm getting more impatient by the day! :D
so that's it y'all...i hope you all are doing wonderfully!

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