i've been incredibly cranky and crabby for the last...oh, three weeks, maybe? everything gets on my nerves. my feet stay swollen to the point i can't get my shoes on (last week even my flip flops were too tight), and my right hand goes numb every chance it gets (which leads to dropped groceries at work -_-). i love liam, but i absolutely cannot wait to get him out of my belly and into the world. (ha, "get out of my belly" reminded me exactly opposite of one of those dumb austin powers movies.)
i completely meant to take pics of liam's stuff and put it in with my post, but i forgot. and that annoys me. see? every. little. thing. gets on my nerves. i'm too hot and uncomfortable to eat anything more than cereal, and everything else makes me feel sick to my stomach just to smell it. it's like end-of-term morning sickness. which isn't good, since i'm supposed to be gaining 1-2 pounds a week now. i just wish july would get here so my little man can come out and meet everyone who already loves him. and i feel like i do nothing but complain anymore, which makes me feel all emo-y and immature. *sigh* i just have to suck it up and stop being a big baby.
i kinda feel isolated now, too. i mean, i go to work and see lots of people when i'm there, and i go to my dad's for dinner when i'm not working, so it's not like i am isolated; i just feel like i've been cut off from some people who mean alot to me because i don't talk to them much. like kt, for example- she's 45 minutes away and i haven't seen her in a long time. the last time i talked to her was sunday, and while that doesn't seem so long to most people, it feels like a month to me.
ugh, whine, whine, whine. just ignore me, i must be hormonal.