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she's going to show you things that aren't supposed to be happening, let alone be seen -- she's going to take you to so many places full of excitement, places you never dreamed of going to, and they don't even really exist... she's going to make you fall in love with her while she's killing you, and you're going to feel more alive than you've ever felt before. when the right time finally comes it's too fucking late.. you missed something you weren't watching for, but you were telling your neighbors all about how you saw the whole thing, and now that you have it all you're going to forget what the fuck it was you needed anyway, but it's okay because someone else needs it too, and they'll have plenty you can catch up to them some other time to show them that you're good for your word even though you never said anything because you just took it, they didn't need it and besides who's gonna know, they're just as fucked up as you are -- if not more, if that's possible.. life's too short to worry all the time, hey what time is it? i was supposed to be somewhere, but i don't know where i'm going lately i haven't really been all there.. i'll get there sooner or later, or later than sooner because sooner makes me nervous, i like to wait, time passes so slow i get in touch with myself.. hey maybe today i'll get something done, after i do somebody, and this is all too much, but really it's nothing... how the fuck are you supposed to understand this shit? I don't. we can talk about it later i like to talk when i'm alone. it's gotta end somewhere, even if it was over from the beginning.
No, I wasn't even high then. Sometimes I just think of a bunch of really stupid stuff, and put it all together because it doesn't go anywhere else.
... and it's up she goes ♥