Thoughts

[poiuppx]

A lot has happened to the people I care about lately. Happening, I guess, would be the better way to put it. I'm not going to pull a gossip deal, name names, but... it's just left me thinking. I mean, when I first heard some of the stuff people were dealing with, I felt bad. Just this, this weird obligatory feeling I can't help that tells me,

Comments

[anonymous]

(hug!) Agh! You got me all teary! I was about to do the Ghandi fish to cheer me up but then the Alex Death Con did it for me. What a glorious idea! (huggles) But don't go too soon! Cause you still got lots of neat things to do and fun times to be had! ^_^ Feel better Alex knowing that you make people smile and even if you can't save the world all by yourself, you can make their lives that much better with just that. ^_^

-RS

Man behind the mystery

[thunderheavyarm]

It's been over 2 years since the post was written, but for those of you who I didn't take into confidence or caught wind of the passing of my Grandmother's death, it's me he is referring to. As of 11/22/06 Frances McMahon, the women who was kind to everyone she ever met, passed on after battling Leukemia for over 8 months. She slowly feel into delusion only coming out briefly to the sound of my crying and pleading that she wouldn't die. For several months I prepared my emotional defenses to the point that for several months after I felt nothing. Joy, sorrow, regret, humor, nothing. To this day it still hurts to think that I will never be able to go to her for advice, that I only listened to half the things she ever told me, and she was unable to give me any comfort before her passing...but I will live on. I have very good friends who I know will support me during bad times, share advice, and enjoy good times with me. In the end, I know that everyone who met her felt some loss in the world no matter how minor at the time of her passing