so around 6 we got to my grandparents and mindy and my u. pedro where there too. it was nice, I had two glasses of wine. It relaxed me. my brother called me an "alchy" lameass ( Read more... )

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anthony came to see me!
im so happy.

today was a bad day
a lot of talking on the phone with friends
crying
i need to see him
saturday
so he knows im oaky...so hes not hurt or anything.
it was a bad day.

of course...aaron just always knows...and he just says "you're the best" and signs off. he just knows...knows when im having a bad day..without even tlaking to him. i love that kid

im so stupid i knew all along this wouldnt work out. i shouldve trusted my first instinct.

Trey said this to char:
"i kinda wish we didnt got so fast on saturday. i would just like to be her friend"

He regrets. I made him regret. friends. just friends. he wishes it wasnt me.
I was outside with jess talking, then i came back into my room and just layed down in the middle of my floor and cried.

lifes strange.
lifes getting good.
im liking it.

i want to have a couples night this weekend...
me and trey
charlotte and steve
alicia and kieran
laura and jack

how fucking awesome would that be

so after school i went to brophy with laura to see kieran and hes great. then i saw steve and gave him a kiss. a hersheys chocolate kiss that is. im pimp. then i was talking with andrew about fri, then ry and then kier some more, and i just basically wanted to leave cuz i hate going to brophy. but it was nice. cuz i realize i have a lot of ( Read more... )