Slow dive.

[poke_her]

I reek of cigarettes and vodka and this still won't go away. They barely take the edge off of this huge mass of sadness and pain anymore. I don't even try to hide it because this is their picture of me anyways; this is their opinion, their misunderstanding, their shame. This is for all the wrong reason that all seem so right or maybe its all the

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[knockoutapathy]

It's sometimes hard to tell if you're writing artistically, or just talking about your week. I'd say this is a good thing.

I have no idea what to say, since for a start I know very little of whats happened in your life, but I don't want to give an empty message of hope, because I hate those, and you'd see right through it anyway.

But I do hope you get over your demons, and if someone who is basically a stranger can care, the people around you must surely care. You've got to keep fighting, and be aggressive about it, and deal with the shit. And you have escapes, such as music, so you do have weapons. Sorry if this all just comes across as patronising nonsense, but if you cant do anything about your problems you can at least get through them. This is the truth.

By the way, yeah, a book would be a good idea. You should definitely do that.

Wowwowwow.

[poke_her]

I'm flattered. You're always so sweet, I really wish I could get to know you better. <3.