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Moving.
So moving has been super stressful. I've got to say. I don't know what I'd do without my lovely friends to help to the heavy lifting a help packing. I hate packing. I hate moving. I lived in a crack den for nearly three years just because I hate moving. It appears also that I've managed to acquire a lot more stuff then I ever remember having, which ( Read more... ) -
Strange to be back...
So a friend of mines mentioned if anyone was still on livejournal...and I thought, "Hey I had a livejournal once..I wonder if it is still there?" As it turns out here it is! Funny how you don't think of things until other mention them. It's like the numerous blogspot blogs I've started over the past two years...thinking I'll do project I'll never ( Read more... ) -
Summer.
I know that summer is definitely here. I know this because my psychosis is in full swing. I can hear the voices everywhere. They are in my thoughts and my sleep, in the quiet just before morning. Everywhere. I hate the summer. It's the hardest time for me. I always find it the hardest to keep myself together during the summer. It hurts. The summer ( Read more... ) -
Of life and such...
I've been thinking of starting a new blog or regular journal to document my psychosis. So I can look back a see how good my good days are and see how bad my bad days are. I think the one problem with this plan is I'm not likely to journal on my bad days...and I'm probably not going to journal on my bad days. I really would rather have someone who ( Read more... ) -
Being a normal human being or at least pretending to be.
I went out to coffee with a boy yesterday like normal human beings do. We had coffee and talked and I pretended to be real people. It was good times I think. He asked me out to lunch for tuesday so I suppose it went well. I'm good with this I think. I haven't started feeling sick to my stomach or hyperventilating, so I think I'm good. Erm, yeah and ( Read more... ) -
So I guess I'm more broken than I thought.
So I just replied to a craigslist post, just a random looking for a friend of the opposite sex sort. Nothing too serious but somehow just the idea that I'm attempting to make contact with people is making me sick to my stomach. I seriously wish that there was some way to call back that email. I wish I had never sent it because I don't want whoever ( Read more... ) -
How emo would I be if...
So in the pervious post I told you about the fella I like in England and how that happened to come about but it's not quite working out as of right now because we aren't talking and all that sort of crappy garbage that I don't even want to get into. So yeah just wanting the opinions of two people who actually read this anymore. So the question is ( Read more... ) -
I think it's about time I start blogging again.
I don't know why, I just feel it's something I need to start doing again. I guess it's just that time of year. It seems that the last couple of years this has been around the time I start to blog. I think it may just be the only real coping mechanism that I've actually managed to perfect and this is the time of year that's just bad for me. The ( Read more... ) -
That girl.
So I'm just figured out that I'm that girl. You know the one. There's like millions of books and hundreds of movies written about her. At 22 I've given up on love. Yeah I'm stariotypical girl looking for love in (insert city of your choice) who's cynical and jaded and believes love isn't for her. I kinda hate the idea of this. It's stupid I know ( Read more... )