Jeeze. Everyone is leaving. I dont do well with good-byes. I am leaving in a couple months too. Jesus. Its more than i really would like to handle. I will make it through, I suppose. Maybe when i get to Colorado I can find myself a man... someone, so i dont feel quite so lonely. *sigh* its not really as bad as I might make it seem I guess. An
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I really feel alone. I dont even feel like bitching about it. But it seems like i could pract. run around naked with a small animal shoved in my vagina and people wouldnt notice. Oh fucking well. Its my own fault... it always is.
I've been really lonely lately. like seriously lonely. and not the kind friends really help with. I need to find myself a significant other. *sigh* I'm just not marketable. as usual. now might be the time to insert some 40 year old virgin jokes, i know you're secrelty making them. maybe humor would lighten the situation, if it werent so true.
Jason's deli has really gotten to treating me like shit. My parents are pissing me off by just being in the same house as me. I really miss Junior year. I cant wait to go to colorado. I dont think I am gonna have enough money, but i am still going.... I am tired of feeling guilty because some people i know are totally confused, fucked up, and/or
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Its hard to intimidate me, but you seem to know every crack in my line of defense. You know right where to hit the wall and make it crumble
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I love my family and all, but i really hate it when they come down. They just drives me nuts. Not only does my mother have a spazz attack about our house everytime... but they always take my room. I mean i really dont mind sharing at all, but asking me would be nice. And knocking, and asking to use my stuff. And treating me like a person and not an
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Was a good day. Saw Potc 2, it sucked. Liked seeing it with dana though. Ate the best ramen i have ever had. Spent time with susan at the mall, really missed her, and had a great time. Drive home was good. I love James Blunt. He's cute, with great voice. Been a lot of drama floating around. I try to avoid it. But that doesnt mean i dont know about
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