hope ( Read more... )

It's been a week and a day. And I'm glad to say that I think I'll finally be able to sleep somewhat ok again. I'm not depressed AND angry anymore. I'm just depressed. And that's a big step ( Read more... )

I tried for the last time tonight- I hope I can control myself. I hope she'll be happy ( Read more... )

I used to sleep well.
Because I knew you were mine.
Now I'm afraid to fall asleep,
for fear that I might not wake
in the morning,
and I wouldn't ever again
get the chance
to let you know
that I still and always
will love you.

Let go.

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road ( Read more... )

It was Erin's birthday today. (technically it would be yesterday, but i'm still up. So in my world it's still today.) I talked to a few people yesterday about taking erin and kevin out to dinner at chili's after grease. But then after rehearsal today, I asked, and not enough people wanted to go. So we went to wendy's instead. Then we went back to ( Read more... )

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

I haven't updated this in a while. Haven't really had time to... I'm going to the Hartt school of music in a month with erin, brian, and david. Rooming with David Lozapone. I'm gonna be in the Waterford Week musical "Grease" directed by Shane Valle. Should be a lot of fun. I've had to put a lot of work with it, especially with choreography and such ( Read more... )

Ithaca didn't give me the amount of money I needed to go there. So Erin, Brian, David, and I will all be going to the Hartt School of Music next year. We all applied for the Residential housing for the arts. I'm still trying to see if I can get some more money out of them. Hope it all works out.

Yeah. So erin's not going to ithaca anymore like we planned to. The original plan was for brian, erin and myself to all go to ithaca with as close to a full scholarship as possible. cause we're all really good and we wanna go there for the right reasons. And there shouldn't be any reason that we all don't go there with a full scholarship because ( Read more... )