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sick
I lost my voice Saturday. I figured it was because of the arguement that my dad and I got into the night before but, now I have a full blown cold. My voice is mostly back but it hurts to breathe at all. My chest hurts and it hurts to cough. I can't breathe through my nose which means I can't sleep. So, I took like a half of a bottle of Robitussin ( Read more... ) -
Life, Marriage & Children
It's so easy to get caught up in every day life and forget about your dreams and goals and what makes you happy. I think that's what is happening to me. Happiness is something that you have to work at because it requires working on looking past all that negativity that the world can bring. I mean just watching the evening news puts me in a bad ( Read more... ) -
frustrated
I've just been in a terrible mood lately and I can't seem to get out of it. It makes me aggravated that we have no baby sitter. It makes me mad that everyone else in the entire world has SOMEONE that they can just dump their kids off on. Is it so wrong to want JUST ONE night with a babysitter. Just one night were I can actually enjoy my time with ( Read more... ) -
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I was taking wayne to get his hair cut and we get halfway there and he has diarrhea all over my van seat!! I stopped and put gas in the van at the gas station and we get about 2 miles away and he goes "I have to go to the bathroom. Right now!" he does it all of the time so I figured he needed to pee like he always does. I pulled over about 30 ( Read more... ) -
a bit of frustration toward my parents
I love my parents so much. Lately though I feel a bit bitter toward them. What is SO wrong about my life that makes them hate it so much? I feel like no matter what I do I will never make them proud of me and it really hurts me. It's like I'm never good enough. My family is never good enough. Why not? We both work hard and yes Bobby has had a few ( Read more... ) -
Chloe
Chloe is going to have kittens! I checked with the gestation and she should be having them right around my birthday. I am actually kind of excited. Bobby noticed something about her that I've never noticed before. She doesn't drink from her bowl like a normal cat. She takes her paw and scoops up the water and drinks it. It's the cuttest thing I've ( Read more... ) -
Listen to those frogs!
I think Spring and Fall are my two favorite seasons. I have the windows open and feel that warm spring breese. I take in a deep breath to fill my lungs with that wonderful spring air. How lovely it is to hear the frogs come alive with their night song. How lucky I am to be able to stop and enjoy such a wonderful day. . . -
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Allie's watching Sesame Street and Lily is taking a nap so, I thought I'd get online
My parents anniversary party went alright. My dad was having a horrible day before. His brother John died a couple of weeks ago and he's still pretty torn up about it. When I called him the night before he was very upset. It makes me want to cry. Anyway, he said it ( Read more... ) -
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Well, It's been a while since I've wrote anything and actually quite a bit has happened. Bobby got a new truck. It was super nice but, after having it for 3 weeks they decided that they wanted another $1,500. yeah right. So, Bobby told them were they could put that truck. It's actually a bit of a story but, I'm not going to write about it all. ( Read more... )