[Fanfiction] Farewell Will (not) Come
Title: Farewell will (not) come
Author: polari-s
Pairing: Kyumin
Raiting: PG
Genre: angst
Warning: Character dead
Summary: Kyuhyun was still beside Sungmin, but not in the way he wanted to.
AN: the words in italic are from this song of 8eight, well, you know what comes next...
Kyuhyun didn't remember what happened. And even if he think for a long time, none image, beside him walking in a sunday morning, came to his mind. But it didn't make sense as he was standing in the kitchen of his and Sungmin's house looking to the clock of the coffee marker showing it was 6AM in the tuesday. Indeed it was too much light to Kyuhyun's liking and he asked himself why Sungmin didn't close the curtains. And remembering of Sungmin, made Kyuhyun think of where the man was and then ask him what happened for him to be stood there in the kitchen.
Walking through the house, Kyuhyun saw that nothing had changed, not a single part of it. The TV room was still filled with two sofas and close to the TV a lot of photos from the two of them. The corridor was still so white and surrounding with the best pics of him and Sungmin together. The bathroom was still white with little tons of green and pink covering the walls. Yet it was had a slightly change, as Kyuhyun came to notice. It felt all too much empty.
Kyuhun walked straight to his room, there he found the one he was looking for. Sungmin was laying in their bed and if Kyuhyun didn't know the man too much he would say he was sleeping, but, feeling his heart clench, Kyuhyun knew Sungmin wasn't sleeping at all.
Getting close to the man, Kyuhyun lay beside him and looked in the man's face noticing that even with his eyes closed, the tears were getting away from his eyes. Kyuhyun was going to ask Sungmin to stop crying, or to even tell him why he was crying, but Sungmin started to whisper softly.
"I love you."
And Kyuhyun smiled and also told him that he loved Sungmin. But, seeing that Sungmin didn't even look up to see his eyes, hurt Kyuhyun's heart. But then Kyuhyun noticed that while laying, Sungmin was holding a picture. Kyuhyun smiled when he noticed it was one of his favorite pictures from the two.
It was a sunny day and Sungmin told Kyuhyun so much about the sweet cottons that Kyuhyun just took him to buy some. In the pic Sungmin was covered with the cotton, yet his smile was so bright that did Kyuhyun also smile to the picture.
Kyuhyun laughed remembering it, and went to hug Sungmin to tell him how much he missed those days and that after the doctors telling him why he was sick, he would take Sungmin to that park again. But when Kyuhyun hugged Sungmin he felt all the heat coming from the man, but also felt no reaction from Sungmin. It was as if Kyuhyun wasn't there, wasn't hugging Sungmin, wasn't comforting him or making promises to him.
Kyuhyun looked away trying to find some answers. Why was this day so strange? Kyuhyun was going to ask Sungmin about it, but then Kyuhyun saw a piece of paper in the nightstand beside Sungmin's part of the bed. Kyuhyun saw his name on it and didn't hesitate to take it and read it. His heart, if was still beating, stopped when he saw it was a confirmation from his doctor telling that his problem in the heart was getting pretty serious.
"Why Kyuhyun?" Sungmin whimpered from the bed making Kyuhyun look at him again. "I know you're here. Don't leave."
"I'm sorry." Kyuhyun whispered, because he knew he was the pain of Sungmin, he knew it and yet he couldn't do anything for.
"Without you I'm..."
"Even without me you're..."
"...Less than nothing."
"...Fine. You must be fine Sungmin."
"I love you. Why did you do that?" and there were more tears in Sungmin's eyes.
"I love you" Kyuhyun whispered approaching Sungmin and caressing his face.
"Please, don't do this to me..."
"I wouldn't do this Sungmin." Kyuhyun continued to whisper.
"I want to die now Kyuhyun."
"Don't please..."
"I don't know why I'm leaving anymore Kyuhyun..." Sungmin's sobs were the only thing Kyuhyun could hear and it made him broke even more.
"Please Sungmin..."
"How could you ever leave from my side?"
"Sorry Sungmin." Kyuhyun whispered feeling one single tear drop from his eye. "I'm not leaving you ever again now."
END
sorry if it was short too much D:
Author: polari-s
Pairing: Kyumin
Raiting: PG
Genre: angst
Warning: Character dead
Summary: Kyuhyun was still beside Sungmin, but not in the way he wanted to.
AN: the words in italic are from this song of 8eight, well, you know what comes next...
Kyuhyun didn't remember what happened. And even if he think for a long time, none image, beside him walking in a sunday morning, came to his mind. But it didn't make sense as he was standing in the kitchen of his and Sungmin's house looking to the clock of the coffee marker showing it was 6AM in the tuesday. Indeed it was too much light to Kyuhyun's liking and he asked himself why Sungmin didn't close the curtains. And remembering of Sungmin, made Kyuhyun think of where the man was and then ask him what happened for him to be stood there in the kitchen.
Walking through the house, Kyuhyun saw that nothing had changed, not a single part of it. The TV room was still filled with two sofas and close to the TV a lot of photos from the two of them. The corridor was still so white and surrounding with the best pics of him and Sungmin together. The bathroom was still white with little tons of green and pink covering the walls. Yet it was had a slightly change, as Kyuhyun came to notice. It felt all too much empty.
Kyuhun walked straight to his room, there he found the one he was looking for. Sungmin was laying in their bed and if Kyuhyun didn't know the man too much he would say he was sleeping, but, feeling his heart clench, Kyuhyun knew Sungmin wasn't sleeping at all.
Getting close to the man, Kyuhyun lay beside him and looked in the man's face noticing that even with his eyes closed, the tears were getting away from his eyes. Kyuhyun was going to ask Sungmin to stop crying, or to even tell him why he was crying, but Sungmin started to whisper softly.
"I love you."
And Kyuhyun smiled and also told him that he loved Sungmin. But, seeing that Sungmin didn't even look up to see his eyes, hurt Kyuhyun's heart. But then Kyuhyun noticed that while laying, Sungmin was holding a picture. Kyuhyun smiled when he noticed it was one of his favorite pictures from the two.
It was a sunny day and Sungmin told Kyuhyun so much about the sweet cottons that Kyuhyun just took him to buy some. In the pic Sungmin was covered with the cotton, yet his smile was so bright that did Kyuhyun also smile to the picture.
Kyuhyun laughed remembering it, and went to hug Sungmin to tell him how much he missed those days and that after the doctors telling him why he was sick, he would take Sungmin to that park again. But when Kyuhyun hugged Sungmin he felt all the heat coming from the man, but also felt no reaction from Sungmin. It was as if Kyuhyun wasn't there, wasn't hugging Sungmin, wasn't comforting him or making promises to him.
Kyuhyun looked away trying to find some answers. Why was this day so strange? Kyuhyun was going to ask Sungmin about it, but then Kyuhyun saw a piece of paper in the nightstand beside Sungmin's part of the bed. Kyuhyun saw his name on it and didn't hesitate to take it and read it. His heart, if was still beating, stopped when he saw it was a confirmation from his doctor telling that his problem in the heart was getting pretty serious.
"Why Kyuhyun?" Sungmin whimpered from the bed making Kyuhyun look at him again. "I know you're here. Don't leave."
"I'm sorry." Kyuhyun whispered, because he knew he was the pain of Sungmin, he knew it and yet he couldn't do anything for.
"Without you I'm..."
"Even without me you're..."
"...Less than nothing."
"...Fine. You must be fine Sungmin."
"I love you. Why did you do that?" and there were more tears in Sungmin's eyes.
"I love you" Kyuhyun whispered approaching Sungmin and caressing his face.
"Please, don't do this to me..."
"I wouldn't do this Sungmin." Kyuhyun continued to whisper.
"I want to die now Kyuhyun."
"Don't please..."
"I don't know why I'm leaving anymore Kyuhyun..." Sungmin's sobs were the only thing Kyuhyun could hear and it made him broke even more.
"Please Sungmin..."
"How could you ever leave from my side?"
"Sorry Sungmin." Kyuhyun whispered feeling one single tear drop from his eye. "I'm not leaving you ever again now."
END
sorry if it was short too much D: