[Fanfiction] Slow Motion Feels Good
Title: Slow Motion
Pairing: Eunhae
Rating: NC17
Genre: smut, romance
Word Count: 1,173
Summary: "You should have told me about this crush long ago." his whisper was so low against his ear that Donghae thought it was unfair a seventeen being so damn sexy.
The hot breathe against his ear sent shivers down Donghae's back as Hyukjae pushed him against his bedroom's door. Donghae knew any time soon his roomate would be back from dettention, but Hyukjae's hand slipping through his skinny jeans searching for his aching member made him to forget about such a thing. Besides, Donghae was forgetting how to breathe the way those lips were kissing his neck and jaw.
"You should have told me about this crush long ago." his whisper was so low against his ear that Donghae thought it was unfair a seventeen being so damn sexy.
"That's because you keep throwing your body to those... Ngh, girl dancers." Donghae moaned when Hyukjae's fingers teased his slit, his lips touching his earlobe while whispering.
"I was just making you look at me." he grinned and his mouth went back on kissing Donghae's skin and taking his hand out of his pants to slowly pull the hem of his shirt up. Then Hyukjae pulled himself away from Donghae to just stare at him. Red lips and cheeks, eyes almost closed and his mouth open showing his tongue. His hair was a mess because it was the first thing Eunhyuk grabbed when he found Donghae standing on his own bedroom's door. And Donghae's shirt lifted enough to show his hips and the hem of his underwear. But that wasn't the sight Hyukjae wanted, so his lips slowly went closer to Donghae's, a small grin forming on them noticing how Donghae's eyes wouldn't leave his mouth. Once their lips were connected, they slowly kissed each other in the way both were dreaming for so long, their tongues touching and moving in a slow motion, their hands touching each other's skin under their shirts.
Donghae had already jerked off at the thought alone, but having Hyukjae at his bedroom, pulling his shirt up and grinning back at him while his hands traveled through his naked chest, nearly make him orgasm right there. Hyukjae went back on kissing his neck while Donghae's hands, never stopping shaking, kept feeling the other boy's muscles through his shirt. "Wait... Byunghee... he'll be back..." his sentence being cut as Hyukjae sucked his skin and went lower on his chest.
Hyukjae grinned, gave a short kiss on Donghae's lips and let him go to look at Byunghee's nightstand and drag it to the door blocking it and locking it as well. "This will give us time." he whispered with that sexy tone going back on Donghae and this time pulling him by his belt loops to his bed. Once they lay on the bed, Hyukjae on top, Donghae's legs timidly surrounding Hyukjae's hips, the older one stared lovingly into Donghae's dark orbs. "You trust me, right?"
"We are friends for years now." Donghae said giving back all that lovingness. "I trust my life to you."
"I like you so much, Donghae." Hyukjae whispered, his hands caressing his cheeks. "You are the only one." and he kissed Donghae full in the lips again.
By then the world stopped for the two boys. When Hyukjae's shirt was gone as well, Donghae touched all the formed muscles while kissing his lips, cheeks, jaw and neck. Donghae pulled Hyukjae's body closer to his and both allowed a small moan leave their lips when skins and groins touched. So their pants were next, both giggling when the pants weren't leaving Hyukjae's ankles and when Donghae's buttons wouldn't open. When their underwears ended up on the floor, both had red cheeks, but it didn't stop them from kissing again and touching each other. The bedroom was a moaning mess; their lips connected all the time, skin touching skin and their hands touching each other so intimately.
"I want to do it..." Donghae moaned against Hyukjae's lips. "I've waited so long..."
"Are you sure?" Hyukjae asked moving his lips from Donghae's to the other's neck while the other nodded his head without hesitation.
"Nightstand."
Finding the lube wasn't so awkward, but when Hyukjae found some condoms he smiled showing his gum to Donghae. "You kept them from that bet?"
Donghae just nodded and pulled Hyukjae closer again. "Finally you'll use it."
They kissed again, but now harder and more passionate. Hyukjae assured himself that Donghae was entertained enough so his hand could feel all the way from his behind to his thighs and stopping at Donghae's entrance. The touch of the soft skin making Hyukjae to lose his mind. Putting some lube on his fingers, Hyukjae entered Donghae, one finger at time while still passionately kissing the other's lips and putting more pressure inside Donghae as this one kept kissing harder and moaning inside Hyukjae's mouth. When Hyukjae had three fingers inside, Donghae nodded, stopped kissing Hyukjae and said a small and low now.
Hyukjae took his fingers off and caressed Donghae's face with the other hand while preparing himself at the same time, Donghae circled his waist with his legs and with a small and shy smile, his hands went down Hyukjae's body to help the other one with the condom. Hyukjae took a deep breath and Donghae pulled him to another kiss, this time a slow one. Just lips touching and feeling each other while Donghae kept touching Hyukjae's arms, shoulders, torso and backs.
Touching Donghae's thighs and behind, Hyukjae slowly entered the other boy. The feeling was new for both of them, the pressure and the heat blinding Donghae and the hotness around Hyukjae making him going wild. When fully inside, Hyukjae kept kissing Donghae trying to show with every single gentle touch and motion, how much he loved him throughout all those years.
They've found a slow sync and when Hyukjae would thrust himself fully again, Donghae would leave desperate little moans inside his mouth. At first Hyukjae was hesitated and slowly, but Donghae moaning and asking for more beneath him made him go faster. They tried to be quiet enough, but when they finally climaxed together, Hyukjae finding Donghae's prostate and touching the other's hardness, both allowed a long and deep moan leave their mouths.
"Now..." Donghae started out of breath. "You should take me to a date." and lightly hit the other's shoulders making this one show his gummy smile.
"You know what?" Donghae said when they had just finished their dance practice, only him and Hyukjae in the room. "I need to let you know that... well..."
"Let me know what?" Hyukjae asked curious sitting beside Donghae in the middle of the practice room.
"Even though we are friends for so long..." Donghae's cheeks started to become pink, his gazed landing anywhere away from Hyukjae. "I... I kind of... I..."
"You what, Donghae?" the other asked feeling annoyed and pulling Donghae to see his face.
"I kind of have a crush on you." he said a little bit fast, getting completely red and not giving any chance to Hyukjae to answer him as he just got up and left the room, Hyukjae looking at him with big eyes and open mouth.
Title: Feels Good
Pairing: Sungmin/Hyukjae, one-sided!Sungmin/Jongwoon
Rating: PG13
Genre: romance, drama
Word Count: 2,451
Summary: You notice who is best for you when you really need them.
As the cups were given to him, Sungmin kept drinking them nonstop without even considering what he was actually drinking. The fact is, when you confess to someone you have been in love with for a long time, and this someone is your best friend, and this someone also happened to tell you "I don't know what to think about it, min." after your confession, you would also give a fuck about all the money you had on your wallet, even when it comes from your dad while you are studying at the best college in Seoul.
"Should I call some friend of yours?" Looking to where the voice came from in the middle of the loud music, Sungmin noticed it was the bartender speaking and then he started laughing.
"Yeah, I should call... the friend... I wanted to get fucked with." he said between laughs almost ending up on the floor if the man wasn't holding him.
"Boy, I've seen people worse than you and guess how many got fine after drinking till they pass out on this bar's bathroom? Zero." the bartender's eyes were burning him and Sungmin tried to get his hold away from the man and when he did he almost went straight to the floor if someone wasn't passing behind him.
"Don't be mean..." Sungmin said pouting a bit and tried to walk away while catching up his phone and trying to read the letters on it. "What is... Fuck!" he whined when he fell on the floor trying to get a hold on the wall. His fingers lazily typed some numbers and he waited till a familiar voice to speak on the other side of the cell phone. "Jongwoon? How is you?"
"Is that Sungmin?" but that wasn't the sleepy voice Sungmin was expecting to hear. "Sungmin? Why is there so noisy? And why are you calling me at 4am?"
"Number is wrong... I guess." he said trying once again to stand up. "Sorry..."
"Are you ok?"
"Hm, I guess... so..." and looking around Sungmin almost ran - if his legs were actually obeying him - to the closest bathroom he could see. "Need the bathroom."
"Why would you? Sungmin?"
Entering in the first cubicle, Sungmin closed the door and sat in front of the toilet and threw up everything he had on his stomach while his cell phone fell off from his hand. While throwing up, Sungmin felt himself getting weaker and thinking back at the reason why he was now sitting on the dirty floor emptying his stomach.
"God damn Lee Sungmin, if you don't pick up your phone right now I'm gonna send the fucking FBI to find you!"
"Hyukjae... I'm not feeling well." Sungmin whined, the screaming coming from the phone making him to put it on his ear again.
"I can tell that. Where are you? I'm catching you up." Hyukjae's voice seemed rush and if Sungmin wasn't so drunk he would have notice the muffled sound of Hyukjae changing his clothes and that his voice no longer had the sleepiness from before.
"I forgot this club's name... Pit something, I dunno." he whined more and left his back as well as his head to fall back on the wall.
"Douchpitt?"
"Yeah. I love this place."
"Right. Don't leave the bathroom, I'm getting there."
"No! Don't turn off!" Sungmin said almost screaming.
"Sungmin, I have to drive so I can get there, it's just a 5 minutes long drive."
"Ok." Sungmin sighed and heard the small 'bye' coming from the other end and turned off the phone throwing it on his pocket and facing the toilet again feeling amuzed that he could still put something out of his body. Sungmin didn't notice the five minutes passing as all he felt was his head getting on and off, his stomach rejecting the alcohol there and the dizziness even sitting on the floor.
"Sungmin! Sungmin, are you there?!" opening door by door, Hyukjae felt a little better by finding Sungmin sitting in one of those cubicles, but that feeling soon went off when he noticed Sungmin looked lifeless and that his shirt even had some puke on it. "What have you done Sungmin?" Getting on his knees, Hyukjae pulled Sungmin closer to him ignoring the smell and relieved for feeling Sungmin's arms clench around his neck. "Can you stand up?"
Nodding, Sungmin let go of Hyukjae and tried to stand up, but ended up failing and if it wasn't for Hyukjae to pull him up by his waist, Sungmin's face would meet the floor. Sighing, Hyukjae put his arm around Sungmin's chest and the man's arm around his own neck. Walking through the bathroom and then the club, Hyukjae felt Sungmin's head to fall on his shoulder and he would say Sungmin was sleeping if he wasn't listening to the quiet humming he was doing along the song on the club.
Putting Sungmin on the passenger seat, Hyukjae circled the car and entered as well. After putting the seat bell on Sungmin who was still feeling dizzy, Hyukjae took a candy from his glove compartment and gave it to Sungmin. "Your breath doesn't smell fine." and started the car while the other man laughed and opened his candy.
"Why are you drunk in the first place?"
"Because I... drank?" Sungmin laughed a little more and put his legs closer to his body and changing his position so he was now facing Hyukjae while he was driving.
"I'm giving you a drive at 4am, the least you could do is to answer me." Hyukjae said serious and looked at Sungmin when he stopped at the red sign.
"I... I confessed. To him." staring at Hyukjae's eyes Sungmin felt all that dizziness coming back again. He needn't tell Hyukjae he was talking about Jongwooon though, because even with Jongwoon being his best friend, Sungmin had known Hyukjae for a long time as well and he had shared all his feelings with him.
"You did?" Hyukjae asked with big and roundy eyes. "And?"
"You can deduce the rest." Sungmin answered pointing to him and laughing at his state.
Throughout a few seconds Hyukjae kept on staring at Sungmin while the latter looked back to the street. But his gaze was interrupted when Sungmin looked back at him, confusion and dizziness filling those eyes.
"It's green." Sungmin broke the silence pointing now to the street making Hyukjae to shake his head and speed up the car.
The rest of the ride went on silence, Hyukjae too caught up on his thoughts and Sungmin still feeling ill for throwing up so much. As they were passing the city lights Hyukjae asked himself a million of times why would Jongwoon do that, because, for his eyes, the two looked like a happy couple and they would fit together if they were actually dating. Besides, he had heard Sungmin talking about Jongwoon so much that he couldn't think of anyone else to fit the place as Sungmin's boyfriend.
Stopping in front of Sungmin's building, Hyukjae walked off the car and went to the other side opening the door and finding Sungmin already rising his arms as a sign so Hyukjae would carry him inside. After a sigh, Hyukjae pulled Sungmin up and once again carried the man the same way he did in the club and walked inside the building. As they walked more, entered the elevator and left it, Sungmin was each time leaning closer to Hyukjae feeling that warm so cozy.
"Keys?" Hyukjae asked Sungmin when they stopped in front of the apartment and the latter grinned putting his other arm around Hyukjae's neck and pulling the man closer and resting his cheek on the man's shoulder.
"Back pockets."
Blushing, Hyukjae put his hands on Sungmin's behind and got even redder when he found the keys and Sungmin pushed his hips forward. Still holding Sungmin up, Hyukjae opened the door and entered the room closing the door behind. When entering the room, both took off their shoes and still unable to stand alone, Sungmin held on Hyukjae by his waist, but when he finally took his shoes off, his hands ended up on Hyukjae's butt and squeezed it.
"Sungmin!" Hyukjae shouted taking Sungmin's arms off him. "You should go to sleep already." and started to walk Sungmin backwards to the man's bedroom while holding his arms away from him.
"You should work out that butt of yours." Sungmin laughed while Hyukjae reached his bedroom's door.
"I know you love my flat butt." Hyukjae also laughed and pushed Sungmin to his bed, this one smiling and closing his eyes while feeling the cold and comfortable sheets under him. And when he felt something warm above him, he opened his eyes and saw Hyukjae putting his blanket on top. "Good night Sungmin."
"Hyukkie. Sleep with me?" Sungmin asked looking to a blurred vision of Hyukjae because of his hair in front of his eyes.
"Are you sure? I mean..."
"Don't say no to me." Sungmin cut off and moved to the other side of the bed tapping the small space beside him.
Sighing, Hyukjae closed the door and lay beside Sungmin hesitating a little bit and blushing even more when Sungmin moved closer and put his arms around his waist.
"Why did he do that?" Sungmin whispered, his hot breath reaching Hyukjae's chest through his shirt. And it didn't take long for Hyukjae to understand what the other was meaning. "I guess I'm not pretty enough. Nor amazing or cute."
Putting his hand on Sungmin's face and washing away the tears he felt there, Hyukjae pulled Sungmin's face up and met the other's red eyes. "You are amazing Sungmin. Don't doubt that." and smiled to the other while passing his fingers on Sungmin's soft cheeks. "You should sleep now."
Sungmin gave a small laugh and put his hand above the other's on his face. "I love your smile."
"Sungmin..." Hyukjae started, his smile fading away as his heart increased its beating.
"I mean it." Sungmin said getting closer to Hyukjae, whose hand was now resting on the other's neck. "Smile again, please." Sungmin begged not stopping getting closer.
Hyukjae felt himself lose the control of his body as he laid there, unmoving, feeling the hot breath coming from Sungmin's mouth, that's why he didn't push Sungmin away when he felt their lips connected, specially since his chest was almost ripping from so much emotions inside of it. When Sungmin started moving his lips Hyukjae lost it and pulled the man closer by his waist laying down as Sungmin got above him, each hand beside his head. The kiss was innocent, but each time Sungmin would push his body closer to Hyukjae's, it would get harder and the air around them would get hotter. But when Hyukjae felt Sungmin's hands running up under his shirt, he grabbed the other's arms and pushed him away just enough to look at Sungmin's face.
"This isn't right." Hyukjae said trying to regain his breathe.
"It feels like." Sungmin whispered letting his head fall by Hyukjae's neck and taking his hands away from the other's body.
"You are still drunk. Let's sleep." Hyukjae sighed and pushed Sungmin to his side, but the other held him so they were still facing each other and Sungmin still with his head in Hyukjae's neck.
"I'm not drunk." Sungmin whined and then started kissing Hyukjae's neck.
"I swear to you..." Hyukjae started stopping to hold a moan from leaving his lips. "If you don't stop... I'm leaving."
By that Sungmin stopped, but kept his face close to Hyukjae's neck. "You don't like me either, do you?" his hands searching for Hyukjae's and when they found he gave them a squeeze.
"I-I do!" Hyukjae said trying to look at Sungmin's eyes, but failing as the man was still curled on his chest. Hyukjae took a few more breaths and started again. "I really do Sungmin..." he whispered and then he noticed the other's breathing was very slow and releasing Sungmin's hand and taking his face away from his neck Hyukjae saw his peaceful face with his closed eyes. "But I know you don't Sungmin." he sighed and pushed the man to his chest once again. "But I'll be here. Always." feeling tired, Hyukjae just left the quiet sound from Sungmin's breathing lull him to sleep.
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The feeling of a hand under his shirt and the hot breathing against his neck made Hyukjae to wake up and smile when he noticed how he and Sungmin were tangled on the bed. Sungmin was beneath him, his right hand circling his waist and reaching under his shirt, his head was resting beside Sungmin's answering the hot breathing, but his own hand was around Sungmin's hips and when he looked at their legs he almost laughed out loud. Sungmin's right leg was in the middle of his own and the older's other leg was above holding his leg still.
"Sungmin." Hyukjae called shaking him by his hips and turning in the bed so he could get away from Sungmin's hold. "Sungmin. Wake up." he called again poking the other's rib-bones making him flinch at the touch.
"Let me sleep!" he whined rolling closer to Hyukjae, his hand not even leaving the other's skin.
"It's..." Hyukjae started and looked to the clock above Sungmin's nightstand. "Fuck, it's 11am already." Hyukjae tried to push Sungmin away again, but the other didn't let go burying his face in Hyukjae's neck again.
"Don't leave me." Sungmin whispered hugging Hyukjae's waist.
"I won't Sungmin. But I have a job..." he started laughing a little bit uncomfortable.
"I just like to be with you so much." he whispered again. "Can I be with you?"
"Don't do it just because of Jongwoon." the younger said in the same tone, none of them wanting to break that moment with loud voices.
"I just wanted to be like this with him." Hyukjae then felt hot tears running to his neck followed by Sungmin looking up to him with a red nose. "But it looks better with you."
All the feelings and words Hyukjae had ever wanted to say to Sungmin were stuck on his throat and couldn't get out. His hand held Sungmin's hip closer to him, feeling the soft skin under his fingertips, and he did the one thing he had wanted for so long. He pulled Sungmin's face closer and kissed him. He felt those soft lips, the hot tongue, their breathings tangling in front of them and on top of everything, Hyukjae felt his heart explode inside his chest.
"Tell me I'm not dreaming." Hyukjae asked between kisses.
"You aren't."
AN: omg, the eunhae should be a really short drabble, but I couldn't just... stop it lol and the hyukmin I started writing it so long ago, so I just gave it a better ending and that's it!
Pairing: Eunhae
Rating: NC17
Genre: smut, romance
Word Count: 1,173
Summary: "You should have told me about this crush long ago." his whisper was so low against his ear that Donghae thought it was unfair a seventeen being so damn sexy.
The hot breathe against his ear sent shivers down Donghae's back as Hyukjae pushed him against his bedroom's door. Donghae knew any time soon his roomate would be back from dettention, but Hyukjae's hand slipping through his skinny jeans searching for his aching member made him to forget about such a thing. Besides, Donghae was forgetting how to breathe the way those lips were kissing his neck and jaw.
"You should have told me about this crush long ago." his whisper was so low against his ear that Donghae thought it was unfair a seventeen being so damn sexy.
"That's because you keep throwing your body to those... Ngh, girl dancers." Donghae moaned when Hyukjae's fingers teased his slit, his lips touching his earlobe while whispering.
"I was just making you look at me." he grinned and his mouth went back on kissing Donghae's skin and taking his hand out of his pants to slowly pull the hem of his shirt up. Then Hyukjae pulled himself away from Donghae to just stare at him. Red lips and cheeks, eyes almost closed and his mouth open showing his tongue. His hair was a mess because it was the first thing Eunhyuk grabbed when he found Donghae standing on his own bedroom's door. And Donghae's shirt lifted enough to show his hips and the hem of his underwear. But that wasn't the sight Hyukjae wanted, so his lips slowly went closer to Donghae's, a small grin forming on them noticing how Donghae's eyes wouldn't leave his mouth. Once their lips were connected, they slowly kissed each other in the way both were dreaming for so long, their tongues touching and moving in a slow motion, their hands touching each other's skin under their shirts.
Donghae had already jerked off at the thought alone, but having Hyukjae at his bedroom, pulling his shirt up and grinning back at him while his hands traveled through his naked chest, nearly make him orgasm right there. Hyukjae went back on kissing his neck while Donghae's hands, never stopping shaking, kept feeling the other boy's muscles through his shirt. "Wait... Byunghee... he'll be back..." his sentence being cut as Hyukjae sucked his skin and went lower on his chest.
Hyukjae grinned, gave a short kiss on Donghae's lips and let him go to look at Byunghee's nightstand and drag it to the door blocking it and locking it as well. "This will give us time." he whispered with that sexy tone going back on Donghae and this time pulling him by his belt loops to his bed. Once they lay on the bed, Hyukjae on top, Donghae's legs timidly surrounding Hyukjae's hips, the older one stared lovingly into Donghae's dark orbs. "You trust me, right?"
"We are friends for years now." Donghae said giving back all that lovingness. "I trust my life to you."
"I like you so much, Donghae." Hyukjae whispered, his hands caressing his cheeks. "You are the only one." and he kissed Donghae full in the lips again.
By then the world stopped for the two boys. When Hyukjae's shirt was gone as well, Donghae touched all the formed muscles while kissing his lips, cheeks, jaw and neck. Donghae pulled Hyukjae's body closer to his and both allowed a small moan leave their lips when skins and groins touched. So their pants were next, both giggling when the pants weren't leaving Hyukjae's ankles and when Donghae's buttons wouldn't open. When their underwears ended up on the floor, both had red cheeks, but it didn't stop them from kissing again and touching each other. The bedroom was a moaning mess; their lips connected all the time, skin touching skin and their hands touching each other so intimately.
"I want to do it..." Donghae moaned against Hyukjae's lips. "I've waited so long..."
"Are you sure?" Hyukjae asked moving his lips from Donghae's to the other's neck while the other nodded his head without hesitation.
"Nightstand."
Finding the lube wasn't so awkward, but when Hyukjae found some condoms he smiled showing his gum to Donghae. "You kept them from that bet?"
Donghae just nodded and pulled Hyukjae closer again. "Finally you'll use it."
They kissed again, but now harder and more passionate. Hyukjae assured himself that Donghae was entertained enough so his hand could feel all the way from his behind to his thighs and stopping at Donghae's entrance. The touch of the soft skin making Hyukjae to lose his mind. Putting some lube on his fingers, Hyukjae entered Donghae, one finger at time while still passionately kissing the other's lips and putting more pressure inside Donghae as this one kept kissing harder and moaning inside Hyukjae's mouth. When Hyukjae had three fingers inside, Donghae nodded, stopped kissing Hyukjae and said a small and low now.
Hyukjae took his fingers off and caressed Donghae's face with the other hand while preparing himself at the same time, Donghae circled his waist with his legs and with a small and shy smile, his hands went down Hyukjae's body to help the other one with the condom. Hyukjae took a deep breath and Donghae pulled him to another kiss, this time a slow one. Just lips touching and feeling each other while Donghae kept touching Hyukjae's arms, shoulders, torso and backs.
Touching Donghae's thighs and behind, Hyukjae slowly entered the other boy. The feeling was new for both of them, the pressure and the heat blinding Donghae and the hotness around Hyukjae making him going wild. When fully inside, Hyukjae kept kissing Donghae trying to show with every single gentle touch and motion, how much he loved him throughout all those years.
They've found a slow sync and when Hyukjae would thrust himself fully again, Donghae would leave desperate little moans inside his mouth. At first Hyukjae was hesitated and slowly, but Donghae moaning and asking for more beneath him made him go faster. They tried to be quiet enough, but when they finally climaxed together, Hyukjae finding Donghae's prostate and touching the other's hardness, both allowed a long and deep moan leave their mouths.
"Now..." Donghae started out of breath. "You should take me to a date." and lightly hit the other's shoulders making this one show his gummy smile.
"You know what?" Donghae said when they had just finished their dance practice, only him and Hyukjae in the room. "I need to let you know that... well..."
"Let me know what?" Hyukjae asked curious sitting beside Donghae in the middle of the practice room.
"Even though we are friends for so long..." Donghae's cheeks started to become pink, his gazed landing anywhere away from Hyukjae. "I... I kind of... I..."
"You what, Donghae?" the other asked feeling annoyed and pulling Donghae to see his face.
"I kind of have a crush on you." he said a little bit fast, getting completely red and not giving any chance to Hyukjae to answer him as he just got up and left the room, Hyukjae looking at him with big eyes and open mouth.
Title: Feels Good
Pairing: Sungmin/Hyukjae, one-sided!Sungmin/Jongwoon
Rating: PG13
Genre: romance, drama
Word Count: 2,451
Summary: You notice who is best for you when you really need them.
As the cups were given to him, Sungmin kept drinking them nonstop without even considering what he was actually drinking. The fact is, when you confess to someone you have been in love with for a long time, and this someone is your best friend, and this someone also happened to tell you "I don't know what to think about it, min." after your confession, you would also give a fuck about all the money you had on your wallet, even when it comes from your dad while you are studying at the best college in Seoul.
"Should I call some friend of yours?" Looking to where the voice came from in the middle of the loud music, Sungmin noticed it was the bartender speaking and then he started laughing.
"Yeah, I should call... the friend... I wanted to get fucked with." he said between laughs almost ending up on the floor if the man wasn't holding him.
"Boy, I've seen people worse than you and guess how many got fine after drinking till they pass out on this bar's bathroom? Zero." the bartender's eyes were burning him and Sungmin tried to get his hold away from the man and when he did he almost went straight to the floor if someone wasn't passing behind him.
"Don't be mean..." Sungmin said pouting a bit and tried to walk away while catching up his phone and trying to read the letters on it. "What is... Fuck!" he whined when he fell on the floor trying to get a hold on the wall. His fingers lazily typed some numbers and he waited till a familiar voice to speak on the other side of the cell phone. "Jongwoon? How is you?"
"Is that Sungmin?" but that wasn't the sleepy voice Sungmin was expecting to hear. "Sungmin? Why is there so noisy? And why are you calling me at 4am?"
"Number is wrong... I guess." he said trying once again to stand up. "Sorry..."
"Are you ok?"
"Hm, I guess... so..." and looking around Sungmin almost ran - if his legs were actually obeying him - to the closest bathroom he could see. "Need the bathroom."
"Why would you? Sungmin?"
Entering in the first cubicle, Sungmin closed the door and sat in front of the toilet and threw up everything he had on his stomach while his cell phone fell off from his hand. While throwing up, Sungmin felt himself getting weaker and thinking back at the reason why he was now sitting on the dirty floor emptying his stomach.
"God damn Lee Sungmin, if you don't pick up your phone right now I'm gonna send the fucking FBI to find you!"
"Hyukjae... I'm not feeling well." Sungmin whined, the screaming coming from the phone making him to put it on his ear again.
"I can tell that. Where are you? I'm catching you up." Hyukjae's voice seemed rush and if Sungmin wasn't so drunk he would have notice the muffled sound of Hyukjae changing his clothes and that his voice no longer had the sleepiness from before.
"I forgot this club's name... Pit something, I dunno." he whined more and left his back as well as his head to fall back on the wall.
"Douchpitt?"
"Yeah. I love this place."
"Right. Don't leave the bathroom, I'm getting there."
"No! Don't turn off!" Sungmin said almost screaming.
"Sungmin, I have to drive so I can get there, it's just a 5 minutes long drive."
"Ok." Sungmin sighed and heard the small 'bye' coming from the other end and turned off the phone throwing it on his pocket and facing the toilet again feeling amuzed that he could still put something out of his body. Sungmin didn't notice the five minutes passing as all he felt was his head getting on and off, his stomach rejecting the alcohol there and the dizziness even sitting on the floor.
"Sungmin! Sungmin, are you there?!" opening door by door, Hyukjae felt a little better by finding Sungmin sitting in one of those cubicles, but that feeling soon went off when he noticed Sungmin looked lifeless and that his shirt even had some puke on it. "What have you done Sungmin?" Getting on his knees, Hyukjae pulled Sungmin closer to him ignoring the smell and relieved for feeling Sungmin's arms clench around his neck. "Can you stand up?"
Nodding, Sungmin let go of Hyukjae and tried to stand up, but ended up failing and if it wasn't for Hyukjae to pull him up by his waist, Sungmin's face would meet the floor. Sighing, Hyukjae put his arm around Sungmin's chest and the man's arm around his own neck. Walking through the bathroom and then the club, Hyukjae felt Sungmin's head to fall on his shoulder and he would say Sungmin was sleeping if he wasn't listening to the quiet humming he was doing along the song on the club.
Putting Sungmin on the passenger seat, Hyukjae circled the car and entered as well. After putting the seat bell on Sungmin who was still feeling dizzy, Hyukjae took a candy from his glove compartment and gave it to Sungmin. "Your breath doesn't smell fine." and started the car while the other man laughed and opened his candy.
"Why are you drunk in the first place?"
"Because I... drank?" Sungmin laughed a little more and put his legs closer to his body and changing his position so he was now facing Hyukjae while he was driving.
"I'm giving you a drive at 4am, the least you could do is to answer me." Hyukjae said serious and looked at Sungmin when he stopped at the red sign.
"I... I confessed. To him." staring at Hyukjae's eyes Sungmin felt all that dizziness coming back again. He needn't tell Hyukjae he was talking about Jongwooon though, because even with Jongwoon being his best friend, Sungmin had known Hyukjae for a long time as well and he had shared all his feelings with him.
"You did?" Hyukjae asked with big and roundy eyes. "And?"
"You can deduce the rest." Sungmin answered pointing to him and laughing at his state.
Throughout a few seconds Hyukjae kept on staring at Sungmin while the latter looked back to the street. But his gaze was interrupted when Sungmin looked back at him, confusion and dizziness filling those eyes.
"It's green." Sungmin broke the silence pointing now to the street making Hyukjae to shake his head and speed up the car.
The rest of the ride went on silence, Hyukjae too caught up on his thoughts and Sungmin still feeling ill for throwing up so much. As they were passing the city lights Hyukjae asked himself a million of times why would Jongwoon do that, because, for his eyes, the two looked like a happy couple and they would fit together if they were actually dating. Besides, he had heard Sungmin talking about Jongwoon so much that he couldn't think of anyone else to fit the place as Sungmin's boyfriend.
Stopping in front of Sungmin's building, Hyukjae walked off the car and went to the other side opening the door and finding Sungmin already rising his arms as a sign so Hyukjae would carry him inside. After a sigh, Hyukjae pulled Sungmin up and once again carried the man the same way he did in the club and walked inside the building. As they walked more, entered the elevator and left it, Sungmin was each time leaning closer to Hyukjae feeling that warm so cozy.
"Keys?" Hyukjae asked Sungmin when they stopped in front of the apartment and the latter grinned putting his other arm around Hyukjae's neck and pulling the man closer and resting his cheek on the man's shoulder.
"Back pockets."
Blushing, Hyukjae put his hands on Sungmin's behind and got even redder when he found the keys and Sungmin pushed his hips forward. Still holding Sungmin up, Hyukjae opened the door and entered the room closing the door behind. When entering the room, both took off their shoes and still unable to stand alone, Sungmin held on Hyukjae by his waist, but when he finally took his shoes off, his hands ended up on Hyukjae's butt and squeezed it.
"Sungmin!" Hyukjae shouted taking Sungmin's arms off him. "You should go to sleep already." and started to walk Sungmin backwards to the man's bedroom while holding his arms away from him.
"You should work out that butt of yours." Sungmin laughed while Hyukjae reached his bedroom's door.
"I know you love my flat butt." Hyukjae also laughed and pushed Sungmin to his bed, this one smiling and closing his eyes while feeling the cold and comfortable sheets under him. And when he felt something warm above him, he opened his eyes and saw Hyukjae putting his blanket on top. "Good night Sungmin."
"Hyukkie. Sleep with me?" Sungmin asked looking to a blurred vision of Hyukjae because of his hair in front of his eyes.
"Are you sure? I mean..."
"Don't say no to me." Sungmin cut off and moved to the other side of the bed tapping the small space beside him.
Sighing, Hyukjae closed the door and lay beside Sungmin hesitating a little bit and blushing even more when Sungmin moved closer and put his arms around his waist.
"Why did he do that?" Sungmin whispered, his hot breath reaching Hyukjae's chest through his shirt. And it didn't take long for Hyukjae to understand what the other was meaning. "I guess I'm not pretty enough. Nor amazing or cute."
Putting his hand on Sungmin's face and washing away the tears he felt there, Hyukjae pulled Sungmin's face up and met the other's red eyes. "You are amazing Sungmin. Don't doubt that." and smiled to the other while passing his fingers on Sungmin's soft cheeks. "You should sleep now."
Sungmin gave a small laugh and put his hand above the other's on his face. "I love your smile."
"Sungmin..." Hyukjae started, his smile fading away as his heart increased its beating.
"I mean it." Sungmin said getting closer to Hyukjae, whose hand was now resting on the other's neck. "Smile again, please." Sungmin begged not stopping getting closer.
Hyukjae felt himself lose the control of his body as he laid there, unmoving, feeling the hot breath coming from Sungmin's mouth, that's why he didn't push Sungmin away when he felt their lips connected, specially since his chest was almost ripping from so much emotions inside of it. When Sungmin started moving his lips Hyukjae lost it and pulled the man closer by his waist laying down as Sungmin got above him, each hand beside his head. The kiss was innocent, but each time Sungmin would push his body closer to Hyukjae's, it would get harder and the air around them would get hotter. But when Hyukjae felt Sungmin's hands running up under his shirt, he grabbed the other's arms and pushed him away just enough to look at Sungmin's face.
"This isn't right." Hyukjae said trying to regain his breathe.
"It feels like." Sungmin whispered letting his head fall by Hyukjae's neck and taking his hands away from the other's body.
"You are still drunk. Let's sleep." Hyukjae sighed and pushed Sungmin to his side, but the other held him so they were still facing each other and Sungmin still with his head in Hyukjae's neck.
"I'm not drunk." Sungmin whined and then started kissing Hyukjae's neck.
"I swear to you..." Hyukjae started stopping to hold a moan from leaving his lips. "If you don't stop... I'm leaving."
By that Sungmin stopped, but kept his face close to Hyukjae's neck. "You don't like me either, do you?" his hands searching for Hyukjae's and when they found he gave them a squeeze.
"I-I do!" Hyukjae said trying to look at Sungmin's eyes, but failing as the man was still curled on his chest. Hyukjae took a few more breaths and started again. "I really do Sungmin..." he whispered and then he noticed the other's breathing was very slow and releasing Sungmin's hand and taking his face away from his neck Hyukjae saw his peaceful face with his closed eyes. "But I know you don't Sungmin." he sighed and pushed the man to his chest once again. "But I'll be here. Always." feeling tired, Hyukjae just left the quiet sound from Sungmin's breathing lull him to sleep.
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The feeling of a hand under his shirt and the hot breathing against his neck made Hyukjae to wake up and smile when he noticed how he and Sungmin were tangled on the bed. Sungmin was beneath him, his right hand circling his waist and reaching under his shirt, his head was resting beside Sungmin's answering the hot breathing, but his own hand was around Sungmin's hips and when he looked at their legs he almost laughed out loud. Sungmin's right leg was in the middle of his own and the older's other leg was above holding his leg still.
"Sungmin." Hyukjae called shaking him by his hips and turning in the bed so he could get away from Sungmin's hold. "Sungmin. Wake up." he called again poking the other's rib-bones making him flinch at the touch.
"Let me sleep!" he whined rolling closer to Hyukjae, his hand not even leaving the other's skin.
"It's..." Hyukjae started and looked to the clock above Sungmin's nightstand. "Fuck, it's 11am already." Hyukjae tried to push Sungmin away again, but the other didn't let go burying his face in Hyukjae's neck again.
"Don't leave me." Sungmin whispered hugging Hyukjae's waist.
"I won't Sungmin. But I have a job..." he started laughing a little bit uncomfortable.
"I just like to be with you so much." he whispered again. "Can I be with you?"
"Don't do it just because of Jongwoon." the younger said in the same tone, none of them wanting to break that moment with loud voices.
"I just wanted to be like this with him." Hyukjae then felt hot tears running to his neck followed by Sungmin looking up to him with a red nose. "But it looks better with you."
All the feelings and words Hyukjae had ever wanted to say to Sungmin were stuck on his throat and couldn't get out. His hand held Sungmin's hip closer to him, feeling the soft skin under his fingertips, and he did the one thing he had wanted for so long. He pulled Sungmin's face closer and kissed him. He felt those soft lips, the hot tongue, their breathings tangling in front of them and on top of everything, Hyukjae felt his heart explode inside his chest.
"Tell me I'm not dreaming." Hyukjae asked between kisses.
"You aren't."
AN: omg, the eunhae should be a really short drabble, but I couldn't just... stop it lol and the hyukmin I started writing it so long ago, so I just gave it a better ending and that's it!