elex, youre fucking killing me here... im tired of your little bitch fest. its tiring. you realy need to get over it. wait, you know what? i dont even know what im talkin about here.. cuz we're not even friends anymore... so i dont care, pout all you want, you fucking asshole.

man i feel like i need a drink... thank you nicoles mom, i hate when ppl drink in front of me : ( oh well, what can ya do? okay, this is gonna be especially long for nicole.... so... im so confused... thats all i can think of. i dont like the whole 'relationship' thing, i feel all suffocated and wrong even just thinking about it... the best thing ( Read more... )

i feel so exausted lately and i dont know why... hmm... last night i scattered my great g's ashes, it was weird, and it smelled bad... yeah... my mom and grandma had me do it, i dont know why. so im finally finished with 11th grade, its about fuckin time.

my mom calls my cell at 6am because apparently my dad was being a jackass on the way to work so he dropped her off at the corner at the gas station, so i had to go pick her up... i dont know what shes pissed about over more, my dad, or being late... man,i dont want to get caught up in the middle of that bullshit.

talkin to nicole.... tired/bored... wanna go shopping now damn it. thirsty, dehydrating... fuck...

so i went to go see 'stay alive' last night.... it was a pretty sweet ass movie. i might go see it again. anywho, i swear i thought i saw somebody i knew in there, but i wasnt quite sure, and it was pissing me off because i just wanted to go up to her and say WHAT THE FUCK?! yeah.... i cant wait till monday so i can quit full time and go into part ( Read more... )

work fucking sucks... so im quiting... they always fuck me over saying im working up front and then end up sending me to the back where my jacket and shoes get all ruined with that nasty ass crab meat and juice and who knows what else.... but thats only when im not prepared, if i know im gonna be workin in the back, then i have my work boots, but ( Read more... )

so, this weekend was pretty sweet.. i stayed the weekend at kelly and denise's house and we just chilled the whole weekend, saturday we got drunk and ate oysters... actually i only had like 4 since im not into all that seafood bullshit..well... i didnt go to work today because two of the supervisors there (tracey and rose) had their heads up their ( Read more... )

wow, what a shitty ass day... i was all fuckin tired to begin with, and then at lunch my dad starts callin me asshole and ungrateful and that stupid shit, just because when he asked why was i tired, i said because i am. if u ask me a stupid question, i'll give you a stupid answer. but he says i was having an attitude and being mopey, whatever the ( Read more... )

well...fuckin shit. im so tired, im at work right now, on my lunch break. last night my cell phone kept falling off my table next to me for no reason. i mean i didnt touch it. and i didnt have service, i always have service. im telling you, its the ghost in my room. and my alarm never went off this morning, but my phone did fall when i did need to ( Read more... )