my great g is about to die... the doc said that she has about 1 or 2 weeks left to live.. i dunno, she could live longer... and she called me cynthia one time and tim the other day... shes losing it, big time.

woah its been awhile, well it feels like it... so ive been really bad. i took my car out and went to my 'friends' house and came home high and got caught, my mom kicked the shit out of me. a couple days later i ranaway. i was only gon two days and i called home... yeah... im not in a phsyc ward this time, lol. but my dad did talk about putting me ( Read more... )

ive come to the conclusin that life is pointless.... and i cant stand it! i really feel like i have a weight on my shoulders that has been there for some time now and theres nothing i can do about it. i hate it when theres people that supposed to be 'trustworthy' and there for you... but they are nothing but a pervert and make you feel like dirt ( Read more... )

last night i had a nightmare :(... it wasnt a very good nightmare, it sucked ass... and when i was thinking about it today, i got a fucking panik attack... what the hell??

holy fuckin shit.. so today i decided i'll do some of that school bullshit.. and i took my first quiz and i got a fuckin 'D'... how fuckin gay is that?? it was a 3 question quiz and i only missed one... those fucking assholes... errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. im pissed.. and i got a headache... and sambo threwup today and ( Read more... )

so yeah... im officially signed up for that fuckin virtual school as of last night... damn it. im waiting for a call from my 'guidance counselor' to go over some things with me... this is gonna be neat-o.. ha! more like a pain in my ass...

fuck yeah... you guys gots to do this!!!

1) go to "GOOGLE"
2) type in "failure"
3) press the "im feeling lucky" button

Party Boy/Party Girl
You scored 73 "I Need Attention!" Points, 25 "I'm sooo indie points", 80 "I know what's cool" points, and 27 "Scene Points"!

Perhaps you weren't into the Greek system in college, or maybe they kicked you out because you peed all over the framed picture of the Class of '97 and passed out spooning a couch cusion after ( Read more... )

its always good to hear from old friends...

damn it. yesterday i was actually aloud to go outside and play, my grandma was letting me. but i had no rides to go to my friend cory's house. and i could have gone to 5 points, but they wouldnt have been home by 5 because thats when i had to be home. errr. my parents come home today. blah. oh well, ive kinda missed my mom. whatev.