Wow...I haven't posted anything in this journal for a long time.
Things are normal. summer. relaxing. recovering from finals.
I don't even know where to start.  Anyways I'll try and start updating again.

I wrote my college admission essay on overcoming obstacles and not letting it equate your future.  However, I don't know what's been going lately.  I used to be strong mentally and I used to believe in myself.  I used to make decisions with confidence.  When I wanted something I went out and worked for it and I wouldn't be deterred. 
Sadly, it ( Read more... )

I was listening to this Chinese song being sung on this video on youtube and it reminded me so much of my childhood or I called the Good Old Days. =) Hearing this song ALWAYS makes me happy.  I guess it reminded me of my childhood in Vietnam and watching my grandmother watch Chinese opera. Not to mention probably 1,000 hours of my life so far ( Read more... )

I went back to Serra yesterday to help with the badminton team.  It feels so different yet at the same time, the place itself seems unchanged.  There are still the same buildings, same floor in the gym, same tennis courts, same door to the gym yet just different people.  High school seems to me like a distant past where things were made more ( Read more... )

I hate how people can just assume something about you when they don't even know all about you.  I mean this person doesn't even know how much time I spend into my "project" and just assume that this is who I am.  Maybe I should start acting irresponsible like other peole so then people can accept it as a fact and not bother me about it.  It's like ( Read more... )

I decided not to apply to pharmacy school this summer. Right now I'm considering double majoring in history (my family dislike this idea) or going into the masters program if I keep the bio GPA up.

I haven't been myself these past couple of months. I've been sloppy and even at times apathetic. I don't ever want to be apathetic. I will work for the ( Read more... )

"I don’t know why we all hang on to something we know we’re better off letting go..It’s like we’re scared to lose what we don’t really have. Some of us say we’d rather have that something than absolutely nothing. But the truth is.To have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.”

Ahh...!!!! Man Why can't the Chargers win? Why does Nate Kaeding have to miss a field goal he didn't miss in 2 years?!?!!? Sadness that I cannot describe. =(

On Sunday, me and Chau went on a golden ticket hunt kinda like Charlie and the Chocolate Factory except for CHARGERS tickets. I WANNA GO. and NO I'm not jumping on the bandwagon. I've always been a Charger fan.  Anyways so the San Diego Union Tribute (newspaper) were hiding 10 pair of tickets in random newspapers around San Diego. We woke up, drove ( Read more... )

Yesterday I cried for everyone in my life whose life in recent years has become harder over the past few years. I kept crying without reason. I wonder why does life has to be so hard? Maybe this is just a slice in the whole pie.