today was my first behind the wheel lesson. it was really easy, and went by fast. the past few days have been really weird, and i don't want to explain it, but i haven't felt like myself. i don't know. i've had two mental breakdowns. and all i want to do is sleep. i have dermatologist appointment at 11:20 tomorrow, so i'm getting out extra early. ( Read more... )

I just had the biggest mental breakdown ever.
I need help.

i added more to my list. check it.

I'm following in Lizzy's footsteps and listing my deepest darkest secrets. If anything offends you, or makes you think less of me, then you aren't a very good friend, and i'm not taking time out of my life to filter this entry. So, here goes.

1. I have told lots of people that I am not a virgin, but I am ( Read more... )

I got my permit finally. First driving lesson: Thursday.
I love Nik McGee. Kthx.
I love sleep too.
And Jude Law.
I love alot of things today.
Now i'm going to have some ice cream.

i believe that we were barely living ( Read more... )

I feel like life is becoming less enjoyable again. I don't feel like explaining it. I don't know, I just want to take a nap for like a week and wake up feeling different. but it won't happen. i'm so tired. like everything i do isn't good enough. i need to stop complaining, but i can't.

i need a nap.

i think lizzy is cutting my hair tomorrow.
yay. :]
i think i'm going to have either a 3.2 or a 3.4 GPA.
atleast i hope so.
Gorski gave me a B- instead of a C.
so that's cool.

driver's ed is pretty tight, except it gets really boring in the last two hours or so. it's only because im so ready to leave. did i mention i'm taking it with my little brother? i am so lame! oh well, atleast i'm getting my permit unlike alot of my other friends. i'm going to alcatraz on friday for alyssa's birthday. i'm so excited. i think we ( Read more... )

halloween was sort of lame. i feel like everyone has given up. hardly anyone dressed up at school, then hardly anybody passed out candy. it was so lame. but i guess it was nice that i was in good company. i hate how people take things way too seriously, where in the end, it won't matter, and there will be irreversable damage. i'm mad that my lowest ( Read more... )

I feel so out of the loop ( Read more... )