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Jul 21, 2007 23:28

"The stars are always there but we miss them in the dirt and clouds. We miss them in the storms. Tell them to remember hope. We have hope."

I wish my words could convey how happy I've become. Normalcy has returned to me, my old spirit is back. I'm excited for life once again! My trip to visit Brian became so much more than I could have ever imagined ( Read more... )

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bywhatname July 22 2007, 04:55:23 UTC

i can do all things through Him who strengthens me.
Philippians 4:13

this always helps

policia_de_mode July 26 2007, 05:47:39 UTC

<3 thanks sweetheart

leafshuttergirl July 22 2007, 18:07:09 UTC

i'm so sad i haven't gotten to hug you yet. :(

policia_de_mode July 26 2007, 05:44:23 UTC

soooon sweetheart! soon i hope.

_the_bible July 25 2007, 21:23:08 UTC

The reason I have such distaste for you right now is spelled out in this entry. Basically your saying that everyone around here has affected you negativly, as if were not good enough.

You shouldnt need a :higher being" to change your life, if thats what you crave so badly. What you need is some motivation and initiative.

But, what do I know? Im not three years older then you and havent travelled the world.

As for writting you off, until you can appologize for making us feel like shit, dont expect to hear or see me.

policia_de_mode July 26 2007, 00:54:45 UTC

It doesn't matter who it is, from the fucking Pope to a Crack head on the side of the street, anyone and everyone has the power to affect others in a negitive way. It's the one that is being affected that holds the responsibility and the power of actual change. I wasn't being responsible or being true to myself, and as I said, THAT IS MY FAULT.

You -ARE- good enough. You guys are more than good enough and have so much to offer anyone you come across. I'm not denying that nor do I want to miss out on it. I never meant to make anyone feel like shit and I'm truly sorry that I did. I'm sorry for saying the hurtful things I said when we exchanged words. I really am.

You just need to realize and accept that there are certain changes I want to make with-in myself... and if I want to rely on a higher being to do that, you need to respect that as I would respect your choice not to rely on a higher being.