There are so many moments to regret ( Read more... )

Природа чуств моих к тебе.. Вразима фразой "Tы мудак."

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I knew I wasn't srong enough.. Yet, you know, you always hope you are.. That you can change your ways, that you can live with the distance. But hey, I can't. As I've found out again.

Broken hearts are worse than cancer.. and it always hurts when you're the cigarette that caused it.

I have a new baby.. and I love him
( he weighs 5.4 pounds )

Darren Bryant

Today at 10:04am

oh..are we still doing fun stuff on saturday?

my options are to either hang out with you or to masturbate myself sore.
im opting towards to former.

hope you dont mind

So, it seems me > masturbation. I'm flattered.

Sitting here, listening to Boards of Canada, trying to turn off this overactive brain of mine for the third consequitive day. It's not working, I'm drowning in thoughts and nothing is succeeding in distracting me. This city is huge, overwhelming, impersonal and aesthetically displeasing.

I have never been more lonely.

Why is it when I hope for the best and prepare for the worst.. The preparing for the worst takes over the hoping for the best and I'm a tangled ball of nerves? As if the worst's already happened.. When it's really not the case. And everything could still be fine ( Read more... )

I quite honestly do not know why I feel the need to lead such a confusing life.
I suppose I am, in fact, a flake. But like.. whatever, it's fun.
Healthy way for an adult to think, isn't it? ))
I've gone mad.

Наркотики - зло
Right? Right.

Мне невъебически все надоело.

Well.. It's been a while. There's new work, new love, new dissapointments in distance.
Counting down to August when I can go to England and see *him* as he was the first and so far only person I have been compatible with in Moscow when it comes to communication..


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