//015// Star-Cross'd Romeo
[Private//hackable for the l33t]
Why can't we just be together, like we were? I miss him. Of course I miss him. Cain's right, it is like death. They go away and who knows if they're going to come back? Or where they went? He doesn't even know I'm not there, so how can he come find me? Like he promised. I believed him. It's stupid, I shouldn't have been thinking about forever, I should just be thankful for what I've got. I got too comfortable, I started thinking maybe I wouldn't be alone any more with him and I can't keep doing this, keep losing people. I almost don't want him to come back, if it means he might leave again. Why won't he come and save me?
Nobody should have to put up with this from me, though. Everyone's dealt with people leaving the city, I'm not the only one. It's stupid and it hurts and it's not going to stop hurting so I can't just hide and cry and wait for someone to make it better. I'm a superhero now, and I'm pretty sure that's not superhero-like behaviour. Kate and Tommy are still here and there's lots to do with the Turnabout. And I have new friends now. Just no Billy.
I shouldn't have let him out of my sight while he was here. All that time I wasted not being with him and who knows when I'll get to see him again? All his stuff's still here, just like my mother's.
Why? Why does it always? Why do they always leave me behind? Dad and Anelle and Mom and even Cap and now Billy. Are Kate and Tommy going to go now too? Is this punishment for something? Why can't I ever do anything to make the people I love stay with me?
Stop it, Theodore. Stop it. If I can get through the days maybe I can stop thinking about him all the time and it would stop hurting some. I'm not going to be the irritating broody one, I'm not going to keep crying, I don't want Kate to be worrying about me. If I can just be someone else maybe I can forget. If I act like I'm okay, I will be. Eventually. Just one day at a time. I've done this before, I can do it now.
[Public]
A walk in Xanadu would do me well.
[ooc: cursed like a mofo into one of those broody romantic Romeo types. Loose linin shirt and tight pants, rapier at hand... You know the look. Recipe for disaster or lulz? It's up to you. Replies will be CRAZY SLOW as I try to study for a quiz and midterm. Action on this one only if you want to attack him in the streets and make him put on a coat or something.]
Why can't we just be together, like we were? I miss him. Of course I miss him. Cain's right, it is like death. They go away and who knows if they're going to come back? Or where they went? He doesn't even know I'm not there, so how can he come find me? Like he promised. I believed him. It's stupid, I shouldn't have been thinking about forever, I should just be thankful for what I've got. I got too comfortable, I started thinking maybe I wouldn't be alone any more with him and I can't keep doing this, keep losing people. I almost don't want him to come back, if it means he might leave again. Why won't he come and save me?
Nobody should have to put up with this from me, though. Everyone's dealt with people leaving the city, I'm not the only one. It's stupid and it hurts and it's not going to stop hurting so I can't just hide and cry and wait for someone to make it better. I'm a superhero now, and I'm pretty sure that's not superhero-like behaviour. Kate and Tommy are still here and there's lots to do with the Turnabout. And I have new friends now. Just no Billy.
I shouldn't have let him out of my sight while he was here. All that time I wasted not being with him and who knows when I'll get to see him again? All his stuff's still here, just like my mother's.
Why? Why does it always? Why do they always leave me behind? Dad and Anelle and Mom and even Cap and now Billy. Are Kate and Tommy going to go now too? Is this punishment for something? Why can't I ever do anything to make the people I love stay with me?
Stop it, Theodore. Stop it. If I can get through the days maybe I can stop thinking about him all the time and it would stop hurting some. I'm not going to be the irritating broody one, I'm not going to keep crying, I don't want Kate to be worrying about me. If I can just be someone else maybe I can forget. If I act like I'm okay, I will be. Eventually. Just one day at a time. I've done this before, I can do it now.
[Public]
A walk in Xanadu would do me well.
[ooc: cursed like a mofo into one of those broody romantic Romeo types. Loose linin shirt and tight pants, rapier at hand... You know the look. Recipe for disaster or lulz? It's up to you. Replies will be CRAZY SLOW as I try to study for a quiz and midterm. Action on this one only if you want to attack him in the streets and make him put on a coat or something.]