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politehulk

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Mar 09, 2009 14:17

[Private to Richter//Unhackable]

I'm really really really sorry. It was a curse and I like you but I have a boyfriend. And it's true that he's not here, but I still love him and it would be wrong to betray that. So thank you for... not.

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I am in a monogamous relationship. I am not interested in having sex with anybody. It was a ( Read more... )

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isabeansprout March 9 2009, 21:00:35 UTC

...this weekend was exceptionally crazy, curse-wise.

politehulk March 9 2009, 21:04:27 UTC

It seemed like there were a lot of curses going around all at once. That doesn't usually happen, although I think it's happened on a weekend before.

isabeansprout March 9 2009, 21:17:07 UTC

I think you're right. Which...probably means it could happen again.

Try not to beat yourself up too much, though. I doubt anybody who knows you would believe you had a sudden change of heart. But I do understand feeling guilty.

politehulk March 9 2009, 22:39:12 UTC

I really hope not, but that probably means it will.

Maybe people won't believe that I did it on purpose, but it doesn't change the fact that I did.

private; alittlecredit March 9 2009, 22:27:09 UTC

Teddy. Ted. Just relax, okay. I understand completely-- you're not the first person on the planet to have something you can't help working against your impulse control.

I'm sure Wiccan will understand, too. You're good kids.

private; politehulk March 9 2009, 22:40:32 UTC

I'd tell him right now if I could. It makes it worse to think that I don't know how he'll react and.

And I ended up sleeping with Nate after I left your place.

private; alittlecredit March 9 2009, 22:56:01 UTC

Okay. Wow. Heavy. That was...unexpected, and I'm really sorry something like that happened to you. But I know he'll understand, because-- why wouldn't he? I mean, in the line of work you guys can do.

Just. Think of it this way-- you weren't in control of yourself, but all you did is share some moments of pleasure with someone I hope you generally trust.

So you lost control. You didn't kill anyone. You didn't hurt yourself. That's the important thing.

private; politehulk March 9 2009, 23:50:46 UTC

You're right, and I do trust Nate. He was just trying to help. But I still feel guilty.

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witchinbloom March 10 2009, 02:25:13 UTC

You okay, Teds?

politehulk March 10 2009, 02:30:01 UTC

Bad curse day.

witchinbloom March 10 2009, 02:32:40 UTC

Anything I can do?

politehulk March 10 2009, 02:36:49 UTC

...Not really, but thanks. I just need some time to get over it.