Grrrrrrr. LJ....take me away. I want a hot bubble bath and some good wine.

I did it.....and im....a fucking..... Wreck.........

Losing your best friend hurts so fucking bad.

I cannot wait to be in St. Augustine this weekend. And then Tampa with Kc. I need it. I feel so good. About myself. I know what I'm doing.

Being strong is tough.

:) basically.

Just got a lovely Fraser Fir and we're going home to decorate it and feel Christmasy. I love this time of year purely for the smells.

Ok ok...I'm back. Sucked it up. Had a little lapse there...fuck. Going to be with my family. I need some hugs. Positivity is my new bff. Mostly...

Please I'm slipping someone catch me.

I feel so open and raw and on display...and in pain...however...it almost feels GOOD to let it out...yanno? Holding nothing back. Here I am. This is me. :/