they're all happy now.

why aren't i ?

i shall now cast into the shadows the one thing that i have based my life upon!

stupid, pathetic, unlovable human.
i hate myself.

i sit here, wishing it'd rain harder than ever before, wishing something interesting would happen.

why can't everything just fade away.

~

it's ok, he's just a boy.
boys should never cause problems between friends.
i really did think i was gonna fall on my face while we were running. Xl

it was very hard to get myself out of bed today ( Read more... )

you found me, today, at the exact place i first found you ( Read more... )

i don't understand ( Read more... )

i fell back into a bad habit today.

pierced my lip a second time too~
miku's my fashion role model, i'm thinkin'
'cause i've had my hair like his twice and now the lip rings~

i miss his piercings.

i'll only eat the reddest parts of a watermelon.

procrastination has his sticky fingers around my neck ( Read more... )

even while eating these chips, i'm reminded of you.

i wish i could see you once more.