he left us last night
i didnt make it in time
i said my goodbyes but he was already gone
i am tired of this and what comes with it

Rest In Peace
Elias Martinez

I love you

Nelda:
i got home from work and wanted to talk to u super bad
i picked up the phone, started dialing...
and then remembered u aren't here :(

Ceci has been added to my list of valentines!!!
<3 ( Read more... )

i just got home from work and im giddy
ahhh he's so adorable
you know that feeling when u have a crush
and the both of you catch eachother staring...
and u both smile...
and then look down....?
i love that feeling
i've never been so excited to go to work

neldita and leah are my valentines <3 ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty uneventful
but amazingly pleasant

i think i made a mistake on friday
but i havent quite decided yet
"just called to see if you got home"
wow

a cigarette and left over pizza for breakfast with nikita outside her apartment...love ally
you looked so gorgeous tonite...happy
i <3 u ( Read more... )

I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF ALL THE NONSENSE INMY LIFE ( Read more... )

WHATAPAININTHEASS

GET OVER IT

i havent felt this hurt in so long
everything i thought was true has definetely turned out to be one huge lie
im tired of trying for anybody
i cant believe you
i never ever ever thought this would happen with you
i won't let myself say anything else

for some reason today has not gone as i expected
the cloudy atmosphere, which usually makes my day, is nothing but gloomy

i want someone to hold me
and make the pain go away
to whisper in my ear
tell me everythings ok

as sad and pathetic as my little poem is

its all true

tonite was better than n e night that has recently occurred

im ready to get over him for good ( Read more... )